Aftersittingalittlewhilewithherguests,notunderstandingawordtheyweresaying,sheslippedoutandwenttothenursery。
ThechildrenweresittingonchairsplayingatdrivingtoMoscow,andinvitedhertojointhem。Shesatdownandplayedwiththem,butthethoughtofherhusbandandhiscauselessill-temperworriedherallthetime。Shegotup,andwalkedwithdifficultyontiptoetothelittledivan-room
‘‘Perhapsheisnotasleep。Iwillspeakplainlytohim,’’shesaidtoherself。Andryusha,herelderboy,followedherontiptoe,imitatingher。Hismotherdidnotnoticehim。
‘‘DearMarie,Ibelieveheisasleep;hewassotired,’’saidSonya,meetingherinthenextroom(itseemedtoCountessMaryathatshewaseverywhere)。‘‘Andryushahadbetternotwakehim。’’
CountessMaryalookedround,sawAndryushabehindher,feltthatSonyawasright,andforthatveryreasonflushedangrily,andwithevidentdifficultyrestrainedherselffromacruelretort。Shesaidnothing,and,soasnottoobeyher,letAndryushafollowher,butsignedtohimtobequiet,andwentuptothedoor。Sonyawentoutbytheotherdoor。FromtheroomwhereNikolaywasasleep,hiswifecouldhearhisevenbreathing,everytoneofwhichwassofamiliar。Asshelistenedtoit,shecouldseehissmooth,handsomebrow,hismoustaches,thewholefaceshehadsooftengazedatinthestillnessofthenightwhenhewasasleep。Nikolaysuddenlystirredandclearedhisthroat。AndatthesameinstantAndryushashoutedfromthedoor,‘‘Papa,mamma’shere!’’Hismotherturnedpalewithdismayandmadesignstotheboy。Hewasquiet,andtherefollowedaterriblesilencethatlastedaminute。SheknewhowNikolaydislikedbeingwaked。Suddenlysheheardhimstirandclearhisthroatagain,andinatoneofdispleasurehesaid: