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perhaps_$500_a_month_，at_least_in_thesummer。_The_residue_
goesfor_expences_somuchof_course_&of_necessitythatI_
cannot_avoid_them_withoutabandoningallrespect_to_mypubliccharacter。YetI_will_prayyoutotouch_this_string_，which_I
knowtobeatenderone_with_Congress_withtheutmost_delicacy。