amnotnaturallythatwhichyouhaveseenme,hard,selfish,andrelentless。Itwaswomanthattaughtmecruelty,andonwomanthereforeIhaveexercisedit;butnotuponsuchasthou。Hearme,Rebecca——NeverdidknighttakelanceinhishandwithaheartmoredevotedtotheladyofhislovethanBriandeBois-Guilbert。She,thedaughterofapettybaron,whoboastedforallhisdomainsbutaruinoustower,andanunproductivevineyard,andsomefewleaguesofthebarrenLandesofBourdeaux,hernamewasknownwhereverdeedsofarmsweredone,knownwiderthanthatofmanyalady’sthathadacountyforadowery——Yes,’’hecontinued,pacingupanddownthelittleplatform,withananimationinwhichheseemedtoloseallconsciousnessofRebecca’spresence——``Yes,mydeeds,mydanger,myblood,madethenameofAdelaidedeMontemareknownfromthecourtofCastiletothatofByzantium。AndhowwasIrequited?——
WhenIreturnedwithmydear-boughthonours,purchasedbytoilandblood,IfoundherweddedtoaGasconsquire,whosenamewasneverheardbeyondthelimitsofhisownpaltrydomain!TrulydidIloveher,andbitterlydidIrevengemeofherbrokenfaith!Butmyvengeancehasrecoiledonmyself。SincethatdayIhaveseparatedmyselffromlifeanditsties——Mymanhoodmustknownodomestichome——mustbesoothedbynoaffectionatewife——Myagemustknownokindlyhearth——
Mygravemustbesolitary,andnooffspringmustoutliveme,tobeartheancientnameofBois-Guilbert。
AtthefeetofmySuperiorIhavelaiddowntherightofself-action——theprivilegeofindependence。
TheTemplar,aserfinallbutthename,canpossessneitherlandsnorgoods,andlives,moves,andbreathes,butatthewillandpleasureofanother。’’