Hehadbeenrestlessallthisweek,sincehisattempttoprosecutetrusteeship,uneasyinhisconsciencewhichwaseveracute,disturbedinhissenseofcompassionwhichwaseasilyexcited,andwithaqueersensationasifhisfeelingforbeautyhadreceivedsomedefiniteembodiment。Autumnwasgettingholdoftheoldoak-tree,itsleaveswerebrowning。Sunshinehadbeenplentifulandhotthissummer。Aswithtrees,sowithmen’slives!’Ioughttolivelong,’thoughtJolyon;’I’mgettingmildewedforwantofheat。IfIcan’twork,IshallbeofftoParis。’ButmemoryofParisgavehimnopleasure。Besides,howcouldhego?HemuststayandseewhatSoameswasgoingtodo。’I’mhertrustee。I
can’tleaveherunprotected,’hethought。IthadbeenstrikinghimascurioushowveryclearlyhecouldstillseeIreneinherlittledrawing-roomwhichhehadonlytwiceentered。Herbeautymusthaveasortofpoignantharmony!Noliteralportraitwouldeverdoherjustice;theessenceofherwas——ahIwhat?……Thenoiseofhoofscalledhimbacktotheotherwindow。Hollywasridingintotheyardonherlong-tailed’palfrey。’Shelookedupandhewavedtoher。Shehadbeenrathersilentlately;gettingold,hesupposed,beginningtowantherfuture,astheyalldid——youngsters!
Timewascertainlythedevil!Andwiththefeelingthattowastethisswift-travellingcommoditywasunforgivablefolly,hetookuphisbrush。Butitwasnouse;hecouldnotconcentratehiseye——
besides,thelightwasgoing。’I’llgouptotown,’hethought。
Inthehallaservantmethim。”Aladytoseeyou,sir;Mrs。Heron。”