”Iwishtobefree,”saidSoamesabruptly。”Idon’tseeher,”murmuredJolyonthroughthefumeofhiscigarette。”Butyouknowwhereshelives,Isuppose?”Jolyonnodded。Hedidnotmeantogiveheraddresswithoutpermission。Soamesseemedtodivinehisthought。”Idon’twantheraddress,”hesaid;”Iknowit。””Whatexactlydoyouwant?””Shedesertedme。Iwantadivorce。””Ratherlateintheday,isn’tit?””Yes,”saidSoames。Andtherewasasilence。”Idon’tknowmuchaboutthesethings——atleast,I’veforgotten,”
saidJolyonwithawrysmile。HehimselfhadhadtowaitfordeathtogranthimadivorcefromthefirstMrs。Jolyon。”Doyouwishmetoseeheraboutit?”
Soamesraisedhiseyestohiscousin’sface。”Isupposethere’ssomeone,”hesaid。
AshrugmovedJolyon’sshoulders。”Idon’tknowatall。Iimagineyoumayhavebothlivedasiftheotherweredead。It’susualinthesecases。”
Soamesturnedtothewindow。Afewearlyfallenoak-leavesstrewedtheterracealready,andwererollingroundinthewind。JolyonsawthefiguresofHollyandValDartiemovingacrossthelawntowardsthestables。’I’mnotgoingtorunwiththehareandhuntwiththehounds,’hethought。’Imustactforher。TheDadwouldhavewishedthat。’Andforaswiftmomentheseemedtoseehisfather’sfigureintheoldarmchair,justbeyondSoames,sittingwithkneescrossed,TheTimesinhishand。Itvanished。”Myfatherwasfondofher,”hesaidquietly。”WhyheshouldhavebeenIdon’tknow,”Soamesansweredwithoutlookinground。”ShebroughttroubletoyourdaughterJune;shebroughttroubletoeveryone。Igaveherallshewanted。Iwouldhavegivenhereven——forgiveness——butshechosetoleaveme。”