allthathadmadethatwealth;goingtoleaveher,too,apartofallhehadmissedinlife,byhissaneandsteadypursuitofwealth。All!Whathadhemissed?’DutchFishingBoats’respondedblankly;hecrossedtotheFrenchwindow,anddrawingthecurtainaside,openedit。Awindhadgotup,andoneoflastyear’soakleaveswhichhadsomehowsurvivedthegardener’sbrooms,wasdraggingitselfwithatinyclickingrustlealongthestoneterraceinthetwilight。Exceptforthatitwasveryquietoutthere,andhecouldsmelltheheliotropewaterednotlongsince。Abatwentby。Abirduttereditslast’cheep。’Andrightabovetheoaktreethefirststarshone。Faustintheoperahadbarteredhissoulforsomefreshyearsofyouth。Morbidnotion!Nosuchbargainwaspossible,thatwasrealtragedy!Nomakingoneselfnewagainforloveorlifeoranything。Nothinglefttodobutenjoybeautyfromafaroffwhileyoucould,andleaveitsomethinginyourWill。Buthowmuch?And,asifhecouldnotmakethatcalculationlookingoutintothemildfreedomofthecountrynight,heturnedbackandwentuptothechimney-piece。Therewerehispetbronzes——aCleopatrawiththeaspatherbreast;aSocrates;agreyhoundplayingwithherpuppy;astrongmanreininginsomehorses。’Theylast!’hethought,andapangwentthroughhisheart。Theyhadathousandyearsoflifebeforethem!
’Howmuch?’Well!enoughatalleventstosavehergettingoldbeforehertime,tokeepthelinesoutofherfaceaslongaspossible,andgreyfromsoilingthatbrighthair。Hemightliveanotherfiveyears。Shewouldbewelloverthirtybythen。’Howmuch?’Shehadnoneofhisbloodinher!Inloyaltytothetenorofhislifeforfortyyearsandmore,eversincehemarriedandfoundedthatmysteriousthing,afamily,camethiswarningthought——
Noneofhisblood,norighttoanything!Itwasaluxurythen,thisnotion。Anextravagance,apettingofanoldman’swhim,oneofthosethingsdoneindotage。Hisrealfuturewasvestedinthosewhohadhisblood,inwhomhewouldliveonwhenhewasgone。
Heturnedawayfromthebronzesandstoodlookingattheoldleatherchairinwhichhehadsatandsmokedsomanyhundredsofcigars。Andsuddenlyheseemedtoseehersittingthereinhergreydress,fragrant,soft,dark-eyed,graceful,lookingupathim。
Why!Shecarednothingforhim,really;allshecaredforwasthatlostloverofhers。Butshewasthere,whethershewouldorno,givinghimpleasurewithherbeautyandgrace。Onehadnorighttoinflictanoldman’scompany,norighttoaskherdowntoplaytohimandlethimlookather——fornoreward!Pleasuremustbepaidforinthisworld。’Howmuch?’Afterall,therewasplenty;hissonandhisthreegrandchildrenwouldnevermissthatlittlelump。