Motherlooked,andshehadtoseehowitwaswithhim;nodoubtshesawmorethanIdidfromhavingbeenthroughitherself,soshesmiledkindofahalf-sad,half-gladsmile。Thensheturnedtoherdamaskrosebush,theoneLucybroughtherfromthecity,andthatshewassopreciousabout,thatnoneofusdaredtouchit,andshesearchedalloveritandcarefullyselectedthemostperfectrose。WhensheborrowedLaddie’sknifeandcutthestemaslongasmyarm,Iknewexactlyhowgreatandsolemntheoccasionwas;foralwaysbeforeaboutsixincheshadbeenherlimit。Sheheldittowardhim,smilingbravelyandbeautifully,butthetearswererunningstraightdownhercheeks。
“Takeittoher,“shesaid。“Ithink,myson,itisverylike。“
Laddietookherinhisarmsandwipedawaythetears;hetoldhereverythingwouldcomeoutallrightaboutGod,andthemystery,even。Thenhepickedmeclearofftheground,andhetriedtoseehownearhecouldcometocrackingeveryboneinmybodywithoutreallydoingit,andhekissedmeoverandover。Ithadn’tbeensoeasy,butIguessyou’lladmitthatpaid。Thenherodeawaywiththedamaskrosewavingoverhisheart。MotherandIstoodbesidethehitchingrackandlookedafterhim,withourarmstightaroundeachotherwhilewetriedtoseewhichonecouldbawlthehardest。
CHAPTERXVI
TheHomingPigeon“Amillstoneandthehumanheart,Areeverdrivenround,Andifthey’venothingelsetogrind,Theymustthemselvesbeground。“