`Andyouhavegivenupyourcathedralworkhere？’
`Yes。Itwasrathersudden-yourmessagecomingunexpectedly。
Strictly，Imighthavebeenmadetofinishouttheweek。ButIpleadedurgencyandIwasletoff。Iwouldhavedesertedanydayatyourcommand，dearSue。Ihavedesertedmorethanthatforyou！’
`IfearIamdoingyoualotofharm。RuiningyourprospectsoftheChurch；ruiningyourprogressinyourtrade；everything！’
`TheChurchisnomoretome。Letitlie！IamnottobeoneofThesoldier-saintswho，rowonrow，Burnupwardeachtohispointofbliss，ifanysuchtherebe！Mypointofblissisnotupward，buthere。’