Bertramwasashamedtoownit,eventohimself,buthewasfeelingjustalittleabusedthatsummer;andheknewthat,inhisheart,hewasactuallygettingjealousofhisownson,inspiteofhisadorationofthelittlefellow。Hetoldhimselfdefensivelythatitwasnottobeexpectedthatheshouldnotwanttheloveofhiswife,theattentionsofhiswife,andthecompanionshipofhiswife——apartofthetime。ItwasnothingmorethannaturalthatoccasionallyheshouldliketoseehershowsomeinterestinsubjectsnotmentionedinMothers’GuidesandScientificTrainingsofInfants;andhedidnotbelievehecouldbeblamedforwantinghisresidencetobeahomeforhimselfaswellasanurseryforhisoffspring。
Evenwhilehethusdiscontentedlyarguedwithhimself,however,BertramcalledhimselfaselfishbrutejusttothinksuchthingswhenhehadsodearandlovingawifeasBilly,andsofineandsplendidababyasBertram,Jr。Hetoldhimself,too,thatverylikelywhentheywerebackintheirownhouseagain,andwhenmotherhoodwasnotsonewtoher,Billywouldnotbesoabsorbedinthebaby。Shewouldreturntoheroldinterestinherhusband,hermusic,herfriends,andherownpersonalappearance。Meanwhiletherewasalways,ofcourse,forhim,hispainting。Sohewouldpaint,acceptinggladlywhatcrumbsofattentionfellfromthebaby’stable,andtrusttothefuturetomakeBillynonethelessamother,perhaps,butalittlemorethewife。
Justhowconfidentlyhewascountingonthiscomingchange,Bertramhardlyrealizedhimself;
butcertainlythefamilywasscarcelysettledattheStratabeforethehusbandgaylyproposedoneeveningthatheandBillyshouldgotothetheatertoseeRomeoandJuliet。’
Billywasclearlybothsurprisedandshocked。