Billywasnotayoungwomanthatdidthingsbyhalves。Longago,inthedaysofherchildhood,herAuntEllahadoncesaidofher:IfonlyBillydidn’tgointothingsallover,so;butwhetherit’smeaslesormudpies,Ialwaysknowthatshe’llbethemeasliestorthemuddiestofanychildintown!’Itcouldnotbeexpected,therefore,thatBillywouldbegintoplayhernewrlenowwithanylackofenthusiasm。Butevenhadsheneededanyincentive,therewasstilleverringinginherearsBertram’saccusing:Ifyou’dtendtoyourhusbandandyourhomealittlemore——’BillystilldeclaredveryemphaticallythatshehadforgivenBertram;butsheknew,inherheart,thatshehadnotforgotten。
Certainly,asthedayspassed,itcouldnotbesaidthatBillywasnottendingtoherhusbandandherhome。Frommorningtillnight,now,shetendedtonothingelse。Sheseldomtouchedherpiano——savetodustit——andshenevertouchedherhalf-finishedsong-manuscript,longsincebanishedtotheoblivionofthemusiccabinet。ShemadenocallsexceptoccasionalflyingvisitstotheAnnex,ortotheprettynewhomewhereMarieandCyrilwerenowdelightfullysettled。TheoperaandtheSymphonywereoverfortheseason,butevenhadtheynotbeen,Billycouldnothaveattendedthem。Shehadnotime。
Surelyshewasnotdoinganygallivanting’
now,shetoldherselfsometimes,alittleaggrievedly。
Therewas,indeed,notime。FrommorninguntilnightBillywasbusy,flyingfromonetasktoanother。Herambitiontohaveeverythingjustrightwasequalledonlybyherdoggeddeterminationtojustshowthem’thatshecoulddothisthing。Atfirst,ofcourse,hamperedasshewasbyignoranceandinexperience,eachtaskconsumedabouttwiceasmuchtimeaswasnecessary。