’DEARSIR,——WhatcanbethereasonthatIhearnothingfromyou?I
hopenothingdisablesyoufromwriting。WhatIhaveseen,andwhatIhavefelt,givesmereasontofeareverything。Donotomitgivingmethecomfortofknowing,thatafterallmylossesIhaveyetafriendleft。
’Iwanteverycomfort。Mylifeisverysolitaryandverycheerless。ThoughithaspleasedGODwonderfullytodelivermefromthedropsy,Iamyetveryweak,andhavenotpassedthedoorsincethe13thofDecember。Ihopeforsomehelpfromwarmweather,whichwillsurelycomeintime。
’Icouldnothavetheconsentofthephysicianstogotochurchyesterday;Ithereforereceivedtheholysacramentathome,intheroomwhereIcommunicatedwithdearMrs。Williams,alittlebeforeherdeath。O!myfriend,theapproachofdeathisverydreadful。
IamafraidtothinkonthatwhichIknowIcannotavoid。Itisvaintolookroundandroundforthathelpwhichcannotbehad。