DuringallthetimeinwhichDr。JohnsonwasemployedinrelatingtothecircleatSirJoshuaReynolds’stheparticularsofwhatpassedbetweentheKingandhim,Dr。Goldsmithremainedunmoveduponasophaatsomedistance,affectingnottojoinintheleastintheeagercuriosityofthecompany。Heassignedasareasonforhisgloomandseeminginattention,thatheapprehendedJohnsonhadrelinquishedhispurposeoffurnishinghimwithaProloguetohisplay,withthehopesofwhichhehadbeenflattered;butitwasstronglysuspectedthathewasfrettingwithchagrinandenvyatthesingularhonourDr。Johnsonhadlatelyenjoyed。Atlength,thefranknessandsimplicityofhisnaturalcharacterprevailed。Hesprungfromthesopha,advancedtoJohnson,andinakindofflutter,fromimagininghimselfinthesituationwhichhehadjustbeenhearingdescribed,exclaimed,’Well,youacquittedyourselfinthisconversationbetterthanIshouldhavedone;forIshouldhavebowedandstammeredthroughthewholeofit。’
Hisdiaryaffordsnolightastohisemploymentatthistime。HepassedthreemonthsatLichfield;andIcannotomitanaffectingandsolemnscenethere,asrelatedbyhimself:——
’Sunday,Oct。18,1767。Yesterday,Oct。17,ataboutteninthemorning,Itookmyleaveforeverofmydearoldfriend,CatharineChambers,whocametolivewithmymotherabout1724,andhasbeenbutlittlepartedfromussince。Sheburiedmyfather,mybrother,andmymother。Sheisnowfifty-eightyearsold。
’Idesiredalltowithdraw,thentoldherthatweweretopartforever;thatasChristians,weshouldpartwithprayer;andthatI
would,ifshewaswilling,sayashortprayerbesideher。Sheexpressedgreatdesiretohearme;andheldupherpoorhands,asshelayinbed,withgreatfervour,whileIprayed,kneelingbyher,nearlyinthefollowingwords: