Farewell,favoriteoffortune!Farewell,myfriend,inwhomIliveagain,andthroughwhomIamabletopicturetomyselfthisbravelove,thisjealousyallonfireatalook,thesewhisperingsintheear,thesejoyswhichcreateforwomen,asitwere,anewatmosphere,anewdaylight,freshlife!Ah!pet,Itoounderstandlove。Don’twearyoftellingmeeverything。Keepfaithfultoourbond。Ipromise,inmyturn,tospareyounothing。
Nay——toconcludeinallseriousness——Iwillnotconcealfromyouthat,onreadingyourletterasecondtime,IwasseizedwithadreadwhichIcouldnotshakeoff。ThissuperbloveseemslikeachallengetoProvidence。Willnotthesovereignmasterofthisearth,Calamity,takeumbrageifnoplacebeleftforhimatyourfeast?Whatmightyedificeoffortunehashenotoverthrown?Oh!Louise,forgetnot,inallthishappiness,yourprayerstoGod。Dogood,bekindandmerciful;letyourmoderation,ifitmaybe,avertdisaster。ReligionhasmeantmuchmoretomesinceIlefttheconventandsincemymarriage;butyourParisnewscontainsnomentionofit。InyourglorificationofFelipeitseemstomeyoureversethesaying,andinvokeGodlessthanHissaint。
But,afterall,thispanicisonlyexcessofaffection。Yougotochurchtogether,Idonotdoubt,anddogoodinsecret。Thecloseofthisletterwillseemtoyouveryprimitive,Iexpect,butthinkofthetooeagerfriendshipwhichpromptsthesefears——afriendshipofthetypeofLaFontaine’s,whichtakesalarmsatdreams,athalf-
formed,mistyideas。Youdeservetobehappy,since,throughitall,youstillthinkofme,nolessthanIthinkofyou,inmymonotonouslife,which,thoughitlackscolor,isyetnotempty,and,ifuneventful,isnotunfruitful。Godblessyou,then!
Madame,——Itisthedesireofmywifethatyoushouldnotlearnfirstfromtheformalannouncementofaneventwhichhasfilleduswithjoy。