“But,asIlookuponthisportraitandlistentoyoursmilethatwhispersofrapture,theraysofahopewhichIhadsternlybanishedpiercedthegloom,likethelightofdawn,againtobeobscuredbyrisingmistsofdoubtandfearofyourdispleasure,ifthemorningshouldbreaktoday。No,itisimpossibleyoushouldlovemeyet——Ifeelit;butintime,asyoumakeproofofthestrength,theconstancy,anddepthofmyaffection,youmayyieldmesomefootholdinyourheart。Ifmydaringoffendsyou,tellmesowithoutanger,andIwillreturntomyformerpart。Butifyouconsenttotryandloveme,bemercifulandbreakitgentlytoonewhohasplacedthehappinessofhislifeinthesinglethoughtofservingyou。“
Mydear,asIreadtheselastwords,heseemedtorisebeforeme,paleasthenightwhenthecamelliastoldtheirstoryandheknewhisofferingwasaccepted。Thesewords,intheirhumility,wereclearlysomethingquitedifferentfromtheusualfloweryrhetoricoflovers,andawaveoffeelingbrokeoverme;itwasthebreathofhappiness。
Theweatherhasbeenatrocious;impossibletogototheBoiswithoutexcitingallsortsofsuspicions。Evenmymother,whooftengoesout,regardlessofrain,remainsathome,andalone。
Wednesdayevening。
Ihavejustseen/him/attheOpera,mydear;heisanotherman。Hecametoourbox,introducedbytheSardinianambassador。