YesterdayIaimedashaftatM。Henarezwhichmusthavetouchedhimtothequick。Hemadenoreply;thelessonwasover,andhebowedwithaglanceatme,inwhichIreadthathewouldneverreturn。Thissuitsmecapitally;therewouldbesomethingominousinstartinganimitation/NouvelleHeloise/。IhavejustbeenreadingRousseau’s,andithasleftmewithastrongdistasteforlove。Passionwhichcanargueandmoralizeseemstomedetestable。
Clarissaalsoismuchtoopleasedwithherselfandherlong,littleletter;butRichardson’sworkisanadmirablepicture,myfathertellsme,ofEnglishwomen。Rousseau’sseemstomeasortofphilosophicalsermon,castintheformofletters。
Love,asIconceiveit,isapurelysubjectivepoem。Inallthatbookstellusaboutit,thereisnothingwhichisnotatoncefalseandtrue。Andso,myprettyone,asyouwillhenceforthbeanauthorityonlyonconjugallove,itseemstomemyduty——intheinterest,ofcourse,ofourcommonlife——toremainunmarried,andhaveagrandpassion,sothatwemayenlargeourexperience。
Tellmeeverydetailofwhathappenstoyou,especiallyinthefirstfewdays,withthatstrangeanimalcalledahusband。IpromisetodothesameforyouifeverIamloved。
Farewell,poormartyreddarling。