hadnotdoneformanyayear;presentlyadeliciousfeelingstoleoverme。Iwasbeginningtoenjoyexistence。Ishallneverforgetthathour。Iflungmyselfonthesoil,andkissedit;then,springingupwithasuddenimpulse,Irushedintothedepthsofaneighbouringwood,and,fallinguponmyknees,didwhatIhadnotdoneforalong,longtime-prayedtoGod。
’Achange,anentirechange,seemedtohavecomeoverme。Iwasnolongergloomyanddespairing,butgayandhappy。Myslumberswerelightandeasy;notdisturbed,asbefore,byfrightfuldreams。I
arosewiththelark,andlikehimutteredacheerfulsongofpraisetoGod,frequentlyandearnestly,andwasparticularlycautiousnottodoanythingwhichIconsideredmightcauseHisdispleasure。
’AtchurchIwasconstant,andwhentherelistenedwithdeepestattentiontoeverywordwhichproceededfromthemouthoftheminister。InalittletimeitappearedtomethatIhadbecomeagood,verygood,youngman。Attimestherecollectionofthesinwouldreturn,andIwouldfeelamomentarychill;butthethoughtquicklyvanished,andIagainfelthappyandsecure。
’OneSundaymorning,afterIhadsaidmyprayers,Ifeltparticularlyjoyous。IthoughtoftheinnocentandvirtuouslifeI