Likeabarkuponthesea,Lifeisfloatingoverdeath;Above,below,encirclingthee,Dangerlurksineverybreath。PartedartthoufromthegraveOnlybyaplankmostfrail;Tossedupontherestlesswave,Sportofeveryficklegale。Lettheskiesbee’ersoclear,Andsocalmandstillthesea,ShipwreckyethashetofearWholife’svoyagerwillbe。RUCKERT。TheearlytrainsforLiverpool,onMondaymorning,werecrowdedbyattorneys,attorneys’clerks,plaintiffs,defendants,andwitnesses,allgoingtotheAssizes。Theywereamotleyassembly,eachwithsomecauseforanxietystirringathisheart;though,afterall,thatissayinglittleornothing,forweareallofusinthesamepredicamentthroughlife;eachwithafearandahopefromchildhoodanddeath。AmongthepassengerstherewasMaryBarton,dressedinthebluegownandobnoxiousplaidshawl。Commonasrailroadsarenowinallplacesasameansoftransit,andespeciallyinManchester,Maryhadneverbeenononebefore;andshefeltbewilderedbythehurry,thenoiseofpeople,andbells,andhorns;thewhizandthescreamofthearrivingtrains。Theveryjourneyitselfseemedtoheramatterofwonder。Shehadabackseat,andlookedtowardsthefactory-chimneys,andthecloudorsmokewhichhoversoverManchester,withafeelingakintothe“Heimweh。“Shewaslosingsightofthefamiliarobjectsofherchildhoodforthefirsttime;andunpleasantastheseobjectsaretomost,sheyearnedafterthemwithsomeofthesamesentimentwhichgivespathostothethoughtsoftheemigrant。Thecloud-shadowswhichgivebeautytoChat-Moss,thepicturesqueoldhousesofNewton,whatweretheytoMary,whoseheartwasfullofmanythings?
Yetsheseemedtolookatthemearnestlyastheyglidedpast;butsheneithersawnorheard。Sheneithersawnorheardtillsomewell-knownnamesfelluponherear。Twolawyers’clerkswerediscussingthecasestocomeonthatAssizes;
ofcourse,“themurdercase,“asithadcometobetermed,heldaconspicuousplaceintheirconversation。Theyhadnodoubtoftheresult。“Juriesareveryunwillingtoconvictoncircumstantialevidence,itistrue,“saidone,“buttherecanhardlybeanydoubt。““Ifithadnotbeensoclearacase,“repliedtheother,“Ishouldhavesaidtheywereinjudiciousinhurryingonthetrialsomuch。Stillmoreevidencemighthavebeencollected。““Theytellme,“saidthefirstspeaker——“thepeopleinGardener’soffice,Imean——thatitwasreallyfearedtheoldgentlemanwouldhavegoneoutofhismindifthetrialhadbeendelayed。HewaswithMrGardenerasmanyasseventimesonSaturday,andcalledhimupatnighttosuggestthatsomelettershouldbewritten,orsomethingdonetosecuretheverdict。““Pooroldman,“answeredhiscompanion,whocanwonder?——anonlyson,——suchadeath,——thedisagreeablecircumstancesattendingit;IhadnottimetoreadtheGuardianonSaturday,butIunderstanditwassomedisputeaboutafactorygirl?““Yes,somesuchperson。Ofcourseshe’llbeexamined,andWilliamswilldoitinstyle。IshallslipoutfromourcourttohearhimifIcanhitthenickoftime。“Andifyoucangetaplace,youmean,fordependuponitthecourtwillbecrowded。““Aye,aye,theladiessweetsoulswillcomeinshoalstohearatrialformurder,andseethemurderer,andwatchthejudgeputonhisblackcap。““AndthengohomeandgroanovertheSpanishladieswhotakedelightinbull-fights——’suchunfemininecreatures!“Thentheywentontoothersubjects。ItwasbutanotherdroptoMary’scup;butshewasnearlyinthatstatewhichCrabbedescribes:Forwhensofullthecupofsorrowflows,Addbutadropitinstantlyo’erflows。Andnowtheywereinthetunnel!——andnowtheywereinLiverpool;andshemustrouseherselffromthetorporofmindandbodywhichwascreepingoverher;theresultofmuchanxietyandfatigue,andseveralsleeplessnights。SheaskedapolicemanthewaytoMilk-HouseYard,andfollowinghisdirectionswiththesavoirfaireofatown-bredgirl,shereachedalittlecourtleadingoutofabusy,throngedstreet,notfarfromtheDocks。Whensheenteredthequietlittleyard,shestopdtoregainherbreath,andtogatherstrength,forherlimbstrembled,andherheartbeatviolently。Alltheunfavourablecontingenciesshehad,untilnow,forbiddenherselftodwellupon,cameforwardtohermind——thepossibility,thebarepossibility,ofJembeinganaccompliceinthemurder——thestillgreaterpossibilitythathehadnotfulfilledhisintentionofgoingpartofthewaywithWill,buthadbeenledoffbysomelittleaccidentaloccurrencefromhisoriginalintention;andthathehadspenttheeveningwithIthosewhomitwasnowtoolatetobringforwardaswitnesses。Butsoonerorlatershemustknowthetruth;so,takingcourage,sheknockedatthedoorofahouse。“IsthisMrsJones’s?“sheinquired。“Nextdoorbutone,“wasthecurtanswer。Andeventhisextraminutewasareprieve。MrsJoneswasbusywashing,andwouldhavespokenangrilytothepersonwhoknockedsogentlyatthedoor,ifangerhadbeeninhernature;butshewasasoft,helplesskindofwoman,andonlysighedoverthemanyinterruptionsshehadhadtoherbusinessthatunluckyMondaymorning。Butthefeelingwhichwouldhavebeenangerinamoreimpatienttemper,tooktheformofprejudiceagainstthedisturber,whoeverheorshemightbe。Mary’sflutteredandexcitedappearancestrengthenedthisprejudiceinMrsJones’smind,asshestood,strip-pingthesoap-sudsoffherarms,whilesheeyedhervisitor,andwaitedtobetoldwhatherbusinesswas。Butnowordswouldcome。Mary’svoiceseemedchokedupinherthroat。“Praywhatdoyouwant,youngwoman?“coldlyaskedMrsJonesatlast。“Iwant——Oh!isWillWilsonhere?““No,heisnot,“repliedMrsJones,incliningtoshutthedoorinherface。“IshenotbackfromtheIsleofMan?“askedMary,sickening。“Heneverwent;hestayedinManchestertoolong;asperhapsyouknow,already。“Andagainthedoorseemedclosing。ButMarybentforwardswithsuppliantactionassomeyoungtreebends,whenblownbytherough,autumnalwind,andgaspedout,“Tellme——tellme——whereishe?“MrsJonessuspectedsomeloveaffair,and,perhaps,oneofnotthemostcreditablekind;butthedistressofthepaleyoungcreaturebeforeherwassoobviousandsopitiable,thatweresheeversosinful,MrsJonescouldnolongerupholdhershort,reservedmanner。“He’sgonethisverymorning,mypoorgirl。Stepin,andI’lltellyouaboutit。““Gone!“criedMary。“Howgone?Imustseehim——it’samatteroflifeanddeath:hecansavetheinnocentfrombeinghanged,——hecannotbegone,——howgone?““Sailed,mydear!SailedintheJohnCropperthisveryblessedmorning。““Sailed!“
Yonisourquay!Harktotheclamourinthatmiryroad,Boundedandnarrowedbyyonvessel’sload;Thelumberingwealthsheemptiesroundtheplace,Packageandparcel,hogshead,chest,andcase;Whiletheloudseamenandtheangryhind,Minglinginbusiness,bellowtothewind。CRABBE。Marystaggeredintothehouse。MrsJonesplacedhertenderlyinachair;
andtherestoodbewilderedbyherside。“Oh,father!father!“mutteredshe,“whathaveyoudone!——WhatmustIdo?