Thenhesatnearthefire-placefromhabit,smoking,orchewingopium。
Oh,howMaryloathedthatsmell!Andinthedusk,lustbeforeitmergedintotheshortsummernight,shehadlearnedtolookwithdreadtowardsthewindow,whichnowherfatherwouldhavekeptuncurtained;fortherewerenotseldomseensightswhichhauntedherinherdreams。Strangefacesofpalemen,withdarkglaringeyes,peeredintotheinnerdarkness,andseemeddesiroustoascertainifherfatherwasathome。Orahandandarmthebodyhiddenwasputwithinthedoor,andbeckonedhimaway。Healwayswent。Andonceortwice,whenMarywasinbed,sheheardmen’svoicesbelow,inearnest,whisperedtalk。Theywerealldesperatemembersoftrades’unions,readforanything;
madereadybywant。WhileallthischangeforgloomyetstruckfreshandheavyonMary’sheart,herfatherstartledheroutofareverieoneevening,byaskingherwhenshehadbeentoseeJaneWilson。Fromhismannerofspeaking,shewasmadeawarethathehadbeen;butatthetimeofhisvisithehadnevermentionedanythingaboutit。Now,however,hegrufflytoldhertogonextdaywithoutfail,andaddedsomeabuseofherfornothavingbeenbefore。Thelittleoutwardimpulseofherfather’sspeechgaveMarythepushwhichsheinthisinstancerequired;andaccordingly,timinghervisitsoastoavoidJem’shoursathome,shewentthefollowingafternoontoAncoats。Theoutsideofthewell-knownhousestruckherasdifferent;forthedoorwasclosed,insteadofopen,asitoncehadalwaysstood。Thewindow-plants,GeorgeWilson’sprideandespecialcare,lookedwitheringanddrooping。
Theyhadbeenwithoutwaterforalongtime,andnow,whenthewidowhadreproachedherselfseverelyforneglect,inherignorantanxietyshegavethemtoomuch。Onopeningthedoor,Alicewasseen,notstirringaboutinherhabitualway,butknittingbythefire-side。Theroomfelthot,althoughthefireburntgreyanddim,underthebrightraysoftheafternoonsun。MrsWilsonwas“siding“thedinnerthings,andtalkingallthetime,inakindofwhining,shoutingvoice,whichMarydidnotatfirstunderstand。
Sheunderstoodatonce,however,thatherabsencehadbeennoted,andtalkedover;shesawaconstrainedlookonMrsWilson’ssorrow-strickenface,whichtoldherascoldingwastocome。“DearMary,isthatyou?“shebegan。“Why,whowouldha’dreamtofseeingyou!Wethoughtyou’dcleanforgottenus;andJemhasoftenwonderedifheshouldknowyou,ifhemetyouinthestreet。“Now,poorJaneWilsonhadbeensorelytried;andatpresenthertrialshadhadnooutwardeffect,butthatofincreasedacerbityoftemper。ShewishedtoshowMaryhowmuchshewasoffended,andmeanttostrengthenhercause,byputtingsomeofherownsharpspeechesintoJem’smouth。Maryfeltguilty,andhadnogoodreasontogiveasanapology;soforaminuteshestoodsilent,lookingverymuchashamed,andthenturnedtospeaktoAuntAlice,who,inhersurprised,heartygreetingtoMary,haddroppedherballofworsted,andwasbusytryingtosetthethreadtorights,beforethekittenhaden-tangleditpastredemption,onceroundeverychair,andtwiceroundthetable。“Youmunspeaklouderthanthat,ifyoumeanhertohear;she’sbecomeasdeafasapostthislastfewweeks。I’dha’toldyou,ifI’drememberedhowlongitweresin’you’dseenher。““Yes,mydear,I’mgettingveryhardo’hearingoflate,“saidAlice,catchingthestateofthecase,withherquick-glancingeyes。“Isupposeit’sthebeginningofth’end。““Don’ttalko’thatway,“screamedhersister-in-law。“We’vehadenowofendsanddeathswithoutforecastingmore。“Shecoveredherfacewithherapron,andsatdowntocry。“Hewassuchagoodhusband,“saidshe,inalessexcitedtone,toMary,asshelookedupwithtear-streamingeyesfrombehindherapron。“NoonecantellwhatI’velostinhim,fornooneknewhisworthlikeme。“Mary’slisteningsympathysoftenedher,andshewentontounburdenherheavy-ladenheart。“Eh,dear,dear!NooneknowswhatI’velost。Whenmypoorboyswent,I