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MARY BARTON Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell

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  seriouslyill,andheardfromhimthestateofthingsathishome。ShetoldMaryofitassheenteredthecourtlatethatevening;andMarylistenedwithsaddenedhearttothestrangecontrastwhichsuchwofultidingspresentedtothegayandlovingwordsshehadbeenhearingonherwalkhome。Sheblamedherselfforbeingsomuchtakenupwithvisionsofthegoldenfuture,thatshehadlatelygonebutseldomonSundayafternoons,orotherleisuretime,toseeMrsWilson,hermother’sfriend;andwithhastypurposeofamendmentsheonlystayedtoleaveamessageforherfatherwiththenext-doorneighbour,andthenwentoffatabriskpaceonherwaytothehouseofmourning。ShestoppedwithherhandonthelatchoftheWilsons’door,tostillherbeatingheart,andlistenedtothebushedquietwithin。SheopenedthedoorsoftlytheresatMrsWilsonintheoldrocking-chair,withonesick,death-likeboylyingonherknee,cryingwithoutletorpause,butsoftly,gently,asfearingtodisturbthetroubledgaspingchild;whilebehindher,oldAliceletherfast-droppingtearsfalldownonthedeadbodyoftheothertwin,whichshewaslayingoutonaboardplacedonasortofsofa-setteeinacorneroftheroom。Overthechild,whichyetbreathed,thefatherbent,watchinganxiouslyforsomegroundofhope,wherehoetherewasnone。MarysteppedslowlyandlightyacrosstoAlice。“Aye,poorladGodhastakenhimearly,Mary。“Marycouldnotspeak;shedidnotknowwhattosay;itwassomuchworsethansheexpected。Atlastsheventuredtowhisper,“Isthereanychancefortheotherone,thinkyou?“Aliceshookherhead,andtoldwithalookthatshebelievedtherewasnone。Shenextendeavouredtoliftthelittlebody,andcarryittoitsold-accustomedbedinitsparents’room。Butearnestasthefatherwasinwatchingtheyet-living,hehadeyesandearsforallthatconcernedthedead,andspranggentlyup,andtookhisdeadsononhishardcouchinhisarmswithtenderstrength,andcarriedhimup-stairsasifafraidofwakeninghim。Theotherchildgaspedlonger,louder,withmoreofeffort。“Wemungethimawayfromhismother。Hecannotdiewhileshe’swishinghim。““Wishinghim?“saidMary,inatoneofinquiry。“Aye;donnoyeknowwhatwishingmeans?There’snonecandieinthearmsofthosewhoarewishingthemsoretostayonearth。Thesoulo’themasholdsthemwon’tletthedyingsoulgofreesoithasahardstruggleforthequietofdeath。Wemungethimawayfra’hismother,orhe’llhaveaharddeath,poorlilefellow。“Sowithoutcircumlocutionshewentandofferedtotakethesinkingchild。

  Butthemotherwouldnotlethimgo,andlookinginAlice’sfacewithbrimmingandimploringeyes,declared,inearnestwhispers,thatshewasnotwishinghim,thatshewouldfainhavehimreleasedfromhissuffering。AliceandMarystoodbywitheyesfixedonthepoorchild,whosestrugglesseemedtoincrease,tillatlasthismothersaid,withachokingvoice,“Mayhappenyo’dbettertakehim,Alice;Ibelievemyheart’swishinghima’thiswhile,forIcannot;no,Icannotbringmyseltoletmytwochildergoinoneday;Icannothelplongingtokeephim,andyethesha’n’tsufferlongerforme。“Shebentdown,andfondly,ohwithwhatpassionatefondness,kissedherchild,andthengavehimuptoAlice,whotookhimwithtendercare。Nature’sstrugglesweresoonexhausted,andhebreathedhislittlelifeawayinpeace。Thenthemotherlifteduphervoiceandwept。Hercriesbroughtherhusbanddowntotrywithhisachinghearttocomforthers。AgainAlicelaidoutthedead,Maryhelpingwithreverentfear。Thefatherandmothercarriedhimup-stairstothebed,wherehislittlebrotherlayincalmrepose。MaryandAlicedrewnearthefire,andstoodinquietsorrowforsometime。

  ThenAlicebrokethesilencebysaying,“ItwillbebadnewsforJem,poorfellow,whenhecomeshome。““Whereishe?“askedMary。“Workingover-hoursatth’shop。They’ngettenalargeorderfra’forrinparts;andyo’know,Jemmunwork,thoughhisheart’swellnighbreakingforthesepoorladdies。“Againtheyweresilentinthought,andagainAlicespokefirst。“IsometimesthinktheLordisagainstplanning。Whene’erIplanover-much,Heissuretosendandmarallmyplans,asifHewouldha’meputthefutureintoHishands。AforeChristmas-timeIwasasfullasfullcouldbe,ofgoinghomeforgoodandall;yo’hanheardhowI’vewisheditthisterriblelongtime。AndayounglassfrombehindBurtoncameintoplaceinManchesterlastMartinmas;soafterawhileshehadaSundayout,andshecomestome,andtellsmesomecousinso’minebidherfindmeout,andsayhowgladtheyshouldbetoha’metobidewi’em,andlookafterth’childer,forthey’ngettenabigfarm,andshe’sadealtodoamongth’cows。Somanyawinter’snightdidIlieawakeandthink,thatpleaseGod,comesummer,I’dbidGeorgeandhiswifegood-bye,andgohomeatlast。LittledidIthinkhowGodAlmightywouldbalkme,fornotleavingmydaysinHishands,whohadledmethroughthewildernesshitherto。Here’sGeorgeouto’work,andmorecastdownthaneverIseedhim;wantingeverychipo’comforthecanget,e’enaforethislastheavystroke;andnowI’mthinkingtheLord’sfingerpointsverycleartomyfitabidingplace;

  andI’msureifGeorgeandJanecansay’Hiswillbedone,’it’snomorethanwhatI’mbeholdentodo。“Sosaying,shefelltotidyingtheroom,removingasmuchasshecouldeveryvestigeofsickness;makingupthefire,andsettingonthekettleforacupofteaforhersister-in-law,whoselowmoansandsobswereoccasionallyheardintheroombelow。Maryhelpedherinalltheselittleoffices。Theywerebusyinthiswaywhenthedoorwassoftlyopened,andJemcamein,allgrimedanddirtyfromhisnight-work,hissoiledapronwrappedroundhismiddle,inguiseandapparelinwhichhewouldhavebeensorryatanothertimetohavebeenseenbyMary。Butjustnowhehardlysawher;hewentstraightuptoAlice,andaskedhowthelittlechapswere。Theyhadbeenashadebetteratdinner-time,andhehadbeenworkingawaythroughthelongafternoon,andfarintothenight,inthebeliefthattheyhadtakentheturn。Hehadstolenoutduringthehalf-hourallowedattheworksfortea,tobuythemanorangeortwo,whichnowpuffedouthisjacketpocket。Hewouldmakehisauntspeak:hewouldnotunderstandhershakeoftheheadandfastcoursingtears。“They’rebothgone,“saidshe。“Dead!““Aye!poorfellows。Theytookworseabouttwoo’clock。Joewentfirst,aseasyasalamb,andWilldiedharderlike。““Both!““Aye,lad!both。TheLordhasta’enthemfromsomeeviltocome,orhewouldnaha’madechoiceo’them。Yemayrestsureo’that。“Jemwenttothecupboard,andquietlyextricatedfromhispockettheorangeshehadbought。Buthestayedlongthere,andatlasthissturdyframeshookwithhisstrongagony。Thetwowomenwerefrightened,aswomenalwaysare,onwitnessingaman’soverpoweringgrief。Theycriedafreshincompany。

  Mary’sheartmeltedwithinherasshewitnessedJem’ssorrow,andshesteppedgentlyuptothecornerwherehestood,withhisbackturnedtothem,andputtingherhandsoftlyonhisarm,said,“0,Jem,don’tgivewayso;Icannotbeartoseeyou。“Jemfeltastrangeleapofjoyinhisheart,andknewthepowershehadofcomfortinghim。Hedidnotspeak,asthoughfearingtodestroybysoundormotionthehappinessofthatmoment,whenhersofthand’stouchthrilledthroughhisframe,andhersilveryvoicewaswhisperingtendernessinhisear。Yes!itmightbeverywrong;hecouldalmosthatehimselfforit;

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