“Ah!“sighedthequeen,“IshouldhavebeenhappyifIhadnotbeencompelledtotroublemyselfwiththesedreadfulpolitics。Itcertainlywasnotinmywishnorinmycharacter。Myenemieshavecompelledmetoit;itistheywhohaveturnedthesimple,artlessqueenintoanintriguer。“
“Ah!madam!“saidtheminister,astonished,“youusetheretooharshaword;youspeakasiftheybelongedtoyourenemies。“
“No,Iusetherightword,“criedMarieAntoinette,sadly。“Myenemieshavemadeanintriguerofme。Everywomanwhogoesbeyondherknowledgeandtheboundsofherdutyinmeddlingwithpoliticsisnothingbetterthananintriguer。YouseeatleastthatIdonotflattermyself,althoughittroublesmetohavetogivemyselfsobadaname。TheQueensofFrancearehappyonlywhentheyhavenothingtotroublethemselvesabout,andreserveonlyinfluenceenoughtogivepleasuretotheirfriends,andrewardtheirfaithfulservants。Doyouknowwhatrecentlyhappenedtome?“continuedthequeen,withasadsmile。“AsIwasgoingintotheprivycouncilchambertohaveaconsultationwiththeking,Iheard,whilepassingOEildeBoeuf,oneofthemusicianssayingsoloudthatIhadtolistentoeveryword,’Aqueenwhodoesherdutystaysinherownroomandbusiesherselfwithhersewingandknitting。’Isaidwithinmyself,’Poorfellow,youareright,butyoudon’tknowmyunhappycondition;Iyieldonlytonecessity,andmybadluckurgesmeforward。“[Footnote:Thequeen’sownwords——See“MemoiresdeMadamedeCampan,“volii。,p。32。]
“Ah!madame,“saidtheministerwithasigh,“wouldthattheywhoaccuseyouofminglinginpoliticsoutofambitionandloveofpower——wouldthattheycouldhearyourmajestycomplainofyourselfinthesemovingwords!“
“Myfriend,“saidMarieAntoinette,withasadsmile,“iftheyheardittheywouldsaythatitwasonlysomethinglearnedbyheart,withwhichIwastryingtodisarmtherighteousangerofmyenemies。Itisinvaintowanttoexcuseorjustifymyself,fornoonewillhearaword。Imustbeguilty,Imustbecriminal,thattheywhoaccusememayappeartohavedoneright;thattheymayascendwhiletheypullmedown。Butletusnotspeakmoreofthis!Iknowmyfuture,I