’Whowillthreshitoutofyou,andstarveit,andswearitoutofyou!’wasthemeaningofmyimprecation:butLizzie,notdreamingasyetofsuchthings,couldnotunderstandme,andwasratherthankful;thereforesheansweredquietly,——
’Theletterisinthelittlecupboard,neartheheadofLadyLorna’sbed,wheresheusedtokeepthediamondnecklace,whichwecontrivedtogetstolen。’
WithoutanotherwordIrushedsothateveryboardinthehouseshookuptomylostLorna’sroom,andtorethelittlewall-nicheopenandespiedmytreasure。Itwasassimple,andashomely,andloving,asevenI
couldwish。Partofitranasfollows,——theotherpartsitbehovesmenottoopenouttostrangers:——’Myownlove,andsometimelord,——Takeitnotamissofme,thatevenwithoutfarewell,Igo;forIcannotpersuadethementowait,yourreturnbeingdoubtful。Mygreat-uncle,somegrandlord,isawaitingmeatDunster,havingfearofventuringtoonearthisExmoorcountry。I,whohavebeensolawlessalways,andthechildofoutlaws,amnowtoatoneforthis,itseems,bylivinginacourtoflaw,andunderspecialsurveillanceastheycallit,IbelieveofHisMajesty’sCourtofChancery。Myuncleisappointedmyguardianandmaster;andImustlivebeneathhiscare,untilIamtwenty-oneyearsold。Tomethisappearsadreadfulthing,andveryunjust,andcruel;forwhyshouldIlosemyfreedom,throughheritageoflandandgold?Iofferedtoabandonalliftheywouldonlyletmego;Iwentdownonmykneestothem,andsaidI
wantedtitlesnot,neitherland,normoney;onlytostaywhereIwas,wherefirstIhadknownhappiness。