ThatstoryofJohnFry’s,insteadofcausinganyamusement,gaveusgreatdisquietude;notonlybecauseitshowedthatTomFagguscouldnotresistsuddentemptationandthedelightofwildness,butalsothatwegreatlyfearedlesttheKing’spardonmightbeannulled,andallhiskindnesscancelled,byarecklessdeedofthatsort。ItwastrueasAnnieinsistedcontinually,evenwithtears,towearinherarguments
thatTomhadnotbroughtawayanything,exceptthewarrants,whichwereofnouseatall,afterreceiptofthepardon;neitherhadheusedanyviolence,exceptjusttofrightenpeople;butcoulditbeestablished,eventowardsChristmas-time,thatTomhadarighttogivealms,rightandleft,outofotherpeople’smoney?
DearAnnieappearedtobelievethatitcould;sayingthatiftherichcontinuallychosetoforgetthepoor,amanwhoforcedthemtoremember,andsotodogoodtothemselvesandtoothers,wasapublicbenefactor,andentitledtoeveryblessing。ButIknew,andsoLizzieknew——JohnFrybeingnowoutofhearing——thatthiswasnotsoundargument。For,ifitcametothat,anymanmighttaketheKingbythethroat,andmakehimcastawayamongthepoorthemoneywhichhewantedsadlyforHerGracetheDuchess,andthebeautifulCountess,ofthis,andofthat。Lizzie,ofcourse,knewnothingaboutHisMajesty’sdiversions,whichwerenotfitforayoungmaid’sthoughts;butInowputtheformoftheargumentasitoccurredtome。
ThereforeIsaid,onceforallandbothmysistersalwayslistenedwhenIusedthedeepvoicefrommychest:
’TomFaggushathdonewrongherein;wrongtohimself,andtoourAnnie。Allheneedhavedonewastoshowhispardon,andthemagistrateswouldhaverejoicedwithhim。Hemighthaveledamostgodlylife,andhavebeenrespectedbyeverybody;andknowinghowbraveTomis,Ithoughtthathewouldhavedoneasmuch。NowifIwereinlovewithamaid’——IputitthusforthesakeofpoorLizzie——’neverwouldIsoimperilmylife,andherfortuneinlifealongwithme,forthesakeofapoordiversion。Aman’sfirstdutyistothewomen,whoareforcedtohanguponhim’——