’AndoftenwhenIwakeatnight,andlistentothesilence,orwanderfarfrompeopleinthegraynessoftheevening,orstandandlookatquietwaterhavingshadowsoverit,somevagueimageseemstohoverontheskirtofvision,everchangingplaceandoutline,everflittingasIfollow。Thissomovesandhurriesme,intheeagernessandlonging,thatstraightwayallmychanceislost;andmemory,scaredlikeawildbird,flies。OramIasachildperhaps,chasingaflowncageling,whoamongthebranchesfreeplaysandpeepsattheofferedcageasahomenottobeurgedonhim,andmeanstotakehistimeofcoming,ifhecomesatall?
’OftentooIwonderattheoddsoffortune,whichmademehelplessasIam,andfondofpeaceandreading
theheiressofthismaddomain,thesanctuaryofunholiness。ItisnotlikelythatIshallhavemuchpowerofauthority;andyettheCounsellorcreepsuptobemyLordoftheTreasury;andhissonaspirestomyhand,asofaRoyalalliance。Well,“honouramongthieves,“theysay;andmineisthefirsthonour:
althoughamongdecentfolkperhaps,honestyisbetter。
’Weshouldnotbesoquiethere,andsafefrominterruptionbutthatIhavebeggedoneprivilegeratherthancommandedit。Thiswasthatthelowerend,justthisnarrowingofthevalley,whereitismosthardtocomeat,mightbelookeduponasmine,exceptforpurposesofguard。Thereforenonebesidethesentriesevertrespassonmehere,unlessitbemygrandfather,ortheCounsellororCarver。