Shewentonwhisperingtoherself:“Andyethewaslookingatme!Hecouldseemyface,hearmyvoice,hearmygrief!WhenIusedtositathisfeet,withmycheekagainsthiskneeandhishandonmyhead,thecurseofcrueltyandmadnesswasalreadywithinhim,waitingfortheday。Thedaycame!……andbeforethesunhadsethecouldnotseemeanymore——hewasmadeblindanddeafandwithoutpity,asyouallare。Heshallhavenotearsfromme。Never,never。Notonetear。Iwillnot!HewentawayfrommeasifIhadbeenworsethandeath。Hefledasifdrivenbysomeaccursedthinghehadheardorseeninhissleep……“
`Hersteadyeyesseemedtostrainaftertheshapeofamantornoutofherarmsbythestrengthofadream。Shemadenosigntomysilentbow。
Iwasgladtoescape。
`Isawheronceagain,thesameafternoon。OnleavingherIhadgoneinsearchofStein,whomIcouldnotfindindoors;andIwanderedout,pursuedbydistressfulthoughts,intothegardens,thosefamousgardensofStein,inwhichyoucanfindeveryplantandtreeoftropicallowlands。
Ifollowedthecourseofthecanalizedstream,andsatforalongtimeonashadedbenchneartheornamentalpond,wheresomewaterfowlwithclippedwingsweredivingandsplashingnoisily。Thebranchesofcasuarinatreesbehindmeswayedlightly,incessantly,remindingmeofthesoughingoffirtreesathome。