Yesterday,Sunday,theRev。Dr。Browne,secretarytotheWesleyanMission,andthemanwhomadethewarintheWesternIslandsandwastriedforhislifeinFiji,cameup,andwehadalong,importanttalkaboutSamoa。O,ifIcouldonlytalktothehomemen!Butwhatwoulditmatter?noneofthemknow,noneofthemcare。IfwecouldonlyhaveMacgregorherewithhisschooner,youwouldhearofnomoretroublesinSamoa。Thatiswhatwewant;amanthatknowsandlikesthenatives,QUIPAYEDESAPERSONNE,ANDisnotafraidofhangingwhennecessary。Wedon’twantblandSwedishhumbugs,andfussy,fosteringGermanbarons。Thatwaythemaelstromlies,andweshallsoonbeinit。
Ihaveto-daywritten103and104,allperfectlywrong,andshallhavetorewritethem。Thistaleisdevilish,andChapterXI。theworstofthelot。ThetruthisofcoursethatIamwhollyworkedout;butit’snearlydone,andshallgosomehowaccordingtopromise。Igoagainstallmygods,andsayitisNOTWORTHWHILEtomassacreyourselfoverthelastfewpagesofarancidyarn,thatthereviewerswillquitejustlyteartobits。AsforD。B。,nohope,Ifear,thismail,butwe’llseewhattheafternoondoesforme。
Well,it’sdone。Thosetragic16pp。areatlastfinished,andIhaveputawaythirty-twopagesofchips,andhavespentthirteendaysaboutasnearlyinHellasamancouldexpecttolivethrough。It’sdone,andofcourseitain’tworthwhile,andwhocares?Thereitis,andaboutasgrimataleaswaseverwritten,andasgrimy,andashateful。
J。L。HUISH,BORN1856,ATHACKNEY,LONDON,AccidentallykilleduponthisIsland,10thSeptember,1889。
Iamexultingtodonothing。Itpourswithrainfromthewestward,veryunusualkindofweather;Iwasstandingoutonthelittleverandahinfrontofmyroomthismorning,andtherewentthroughmeorovermeawaveofextraordinaryandapparentlybaselessemotion。Iliterallystaggered。Andthentheexplanationcame,andIknewIhadfoundaframeofmindandbodythatbelongedtoScotland,andparticularlytotheneighbourhoodofCallander。Veryoddtheseidentitiesofsensation,andtheworldofconnotationsimplied;highlandhuts,andpeatsmoke,andthebrown,swirlingrivers,andwetclothes,andwhiskey,andtheromanceofthepast,andthatindescribablebiteofthewholethingataman’sheart,whichis-orratherliesatthebottomof-astory。