Iwaitedinthehousetillthetownwasastirfortheday,andthenIwenttoconsultalawyer。Intheconfusedstateofmymindatthetime,IhadoneclearnotionofwhatImeanttodo:Iwasdeterminedtosellmyhouseandleavetheneighborhood。TherewereobstaclesinthewaywhichIhadnotcountedon。IwastoldIhadcreditorstosatisfybeforeIcouldleave——I,whohadgivenmywifethemoneytopaymybillsregularlyeveryweek!InquiryshowedthatshehadembezzledeveryfarthingofthemoneyIhadintrustedtoher。Ihadnochoicebuttopayoveragain。
Placedinthisawkwardposition,myfirstdutywastosetthingsright,withthehelpofmylawyer。DuringmyforcedsojourninthetownIdidtwofoolishthings。And,asaconsequencethatfollowed,Iheardoncemore,andheardforthelasttime,ofmywife。
Inthefirstplace,havinggotpossessionoftheknife,Iwasrashenoughtokeepitinmypocket。Inthesecondplace,havingsomethingofimportancetosaytomylawyer,atalatehouroftheevening,Iwenttohishouseafterdark——aloneandonfoot。Igottheresafelyenough。Returning,Iwasseizedonfrombehindbytwomen,draggeddownapassageandrobbed——notonlyofthelittlemoneyIhadaboutme,butalsooftheknife。Itwasthelawyer’sopinionasitwasminethatthethieveswereamongthedisreputableacquaintancesformedbymywife,andthatthey,hadattackedmeatherinstigation。ToconfirmthisviewIreceivedaletterthenextday,withoutdateoraddress,writteninAlicia’shand。Thefirstlineinformedmethattheknifewasbackagaininherpossession。ThesecondlineremindedmeofthedaywhenI
struckher。Thethirdlinewarnedmethatshewouldwashoutthestainofthatblowinmyblood,andrepeatedthewords,“Ishalldoitwiththeknife!“
Thesethingshappenedayearago。Thelawlaidhandsonthemenwhohadrobbedme;butfromthattimetothis,thelawhasfailedcompletelytofindatraceofmywife。