Andaftersometalk,webothagreedthatyouinparticularwantedsomeobjectintheSchoolbeyondgamesandmischief;foritwasquiteclearthatyouneverwouldmaketheregularschoolworkyourfirstobject。AndsotheDoctor,atthebeginningofthenexthalf-year,lookedoutthebestofthenewboys,andseparatedyouandEast,andputtheyoungboyintoyourstudy,inthehopethatwhenyouhadsomebodytoleanonyou,youwouldbegintostandalittlesteadieryourself,andgetmanlinessandthoughtfulness。AndIcanassureyouhehaswatchedtheexperimenteversincewithgreatsatisfaction。Ah!notoneofyouboyswilleverknowtheanxietyyouhavegivenhim,orthecarewithwhichhehaswatchedovereverystepinyourschoollives。“
UptothistimeTomhadnevergivenwhollyintoorunderstoodtheDoctor。Atfirsthehadthoroughlyfearedhim。Forsomeyears,asIhavetriedtoshow,hehadlearnttoregardhimwithloveandrespect,andtothinkhimaverygreatandwiseandgoodman。ButasregardedhisownpositionintheSchool,ofwhichhewasnolittleproud,Tomhadnoideaofgivinganyonecreditforitbuthimself,and,truthtotell,wasaveryself-
conceitedyounggentlemanonthesubject。HewaswonttoboastthathehadfoughthisownwayfairlyuptheSchool,andhadnevermadeuptoorbeentakenupbyanybigfellowormaster,andthatitwasnowquiteadifferentplacefromwhatitwaswhenhefirstcame。And,indeed,thoughhedidn’tactuallyboastofit,yetinhissecretsoulhedidtoagreatextentbelievethatthegreatreformintheSchoolhadbeenowingquiteasmuchtohimselfastoanyoneelse。Arthur,heacknowledged,haddonehimgood,andtaughthimagooddeal;sohadotherboysindifferentways,buttheyhadnothadthesamemeansofinfluenceontheSchoolingeneral。AndasfortheDoctor,why,hewasasplendidmaster;buteveryoneknewthatmasterscoulddoverylittleoutofschoolhours。Inshort,hefeltontermsofequalitywithhischief,sofarasthesocialstateoftheSchoolwasconcerned,andthoughtthattheDoctorwouldfinditnoeasymattertogetonwithouthim。Moreover,hisSchoolToryismwasstillstrong,andhelookedstillwithsomejealousyontheDoctor,assomewhatofafanaticinthematterofchange,andthoughtitverydesirablefortheSchoolthatheshouldhavesomewisepersonsuchashimselftolooksharplyaftervestedSchool-rights,andseethatnothingwasdonetotheinjuryoftherepublicwithoutdueprotest。
Itwasanewlighttohimtofindthat,besidesteachingthesixth,andgoverningandguidingthewholeSchool,editingclassics,andwritinghistories,thegreatheadmasterhadfoundtimeinthosebusyyearstowatchoverthecareerevenofhim,TomBrown,andhisparticularfriends,and,nodoubt,offiftyotherboysatthesametime,andallthiswithouttakingtheleastcredittohimself,orseemingtoknow,orletanyoneelseknow,thatheeverthoughtparticularlyofanyboyatall。
However,theDoctor’svictorywascompletefromthatmomentoverTomBrownatanyrate。Hegavewayatallpoints,andtheenemymarchedrightoverhim——cavalry,infantry,andartillery,andthelandtransportcorps,andthecampfollowers。Ithadtakeneightlongyearstodoit;butnowitwasdonethoroughly,andtherewasn’tacornerofhimleftwhichdidn’tbelieveintheDoctor。HadhereturnedtoSchoolagain,andtheDoctorbegunthehalf-yearbyabolishingfagging,andfootball,andtheSaturdayhalf-holiday,oralloranyofthemostcherishedSchoolinstitutions,Tomwouldhavesupportedhimwiththeblindestfaith。Andso,afterahalfconfessionofhispreviousshortcomings,andsorrowfuladieustohistutor,fromwhomhereceivedtwobeautifully-boundvolumesoftheDoctor’ssermons,asapartingpresent,hemarcheddowntotheSchoolhouse,ahero-worshipper,whowouldhavesatisfiedthesoulofThomasCarlylehimself。