fancied——soughttoslipoutafterit,and,floatinginthatdirection,fannedmyfacewithabreathasofice,whiletheflameofthecandleflickeredthemore——asthoughittoowereseekingtowrestitselffromthecandlestick,andgofloatingupwardstojointhebandofstars——abandofluminarieswhichitmightwellhavedeemedtobeofabrillianceassmallandaspitifulasitsown。AndI,formypart,sinceIhadnowishtoseewhatlighttherewasdisappear,followedthestrugglesofthetinyflamewithatenseanxietywhichmademyeyesache。
OppressedanduneasyalloverasIstoodbythedeadman’sshoulder,Istrainedmyearsandlistened,listenedever,tothesilenceencompassingthehut。
Eventually,drowsinessbegantostealoverme,andprovedafeelinghardtoresist。YetstillwithaneffortdidIcontrivetorecallthebeautifulprayersofSaintsMakariVeliki,Chrysostom,andDamarkin,whileatthesametimesomethingresemblingaswarmofmosquitosstartedtohuminmyhead,thewordswhereintheSixthPreceptissuesitsinjunctionto:“allpersonsabouttowithdrawtoacouchofrest。“
Andnext,toescapefallingasleep,Ifelltorecitingthekondak[Hymnfortheendoftheday]whichbegins:
“OhLord,refreshmysoulthusgrievouslymadefeeblewithwrongdoing。“