“Thelivesofthesepeople,“shetriedtoexplain,theaimlessness,thewaytheylive。Onegoesfromonetoanother,andit’sallthesame。
Onenevergetswhatonewantsoutofanyofthem。“
HeremotionalstateandherconfusionwouldhavemadeheraneasypreyifHelenhadwishedtoargueorhadwishedtodrawconfidences。
Butinsteadoftalkingshefellintoaprofoundsilenceastheywalkedon。Aimless,trivial,meaningless,ohno——whatshehadseenatteamadeitimpossibleforhertobelievethat。
Thelittlejokes,thechatter,theinanitiesoftheafternoonhadshrivelledupbeforehereyes。Underneaththelikingsandspites,thecomingstogetherandpartings,greatthingswerehappening——