AtthisIlookedathimblankly。“Itisn’tpossiblethat——“
Againhecutmeshortwithalaughalmostsavage。“Youneedn’ttoworryaboutSteve。Hestayedgame。“
WhatthenhadbeenthematterthatheshouldkeepseeingSteve——thathisvisionshouldsoobliteratefromhimwhatIstillshiveredat,andsoshakehimnow?ForheseemedtobegrowingmorestirredasIgrewless。Iaskedhimnofurtherquestions,however,andwewentonforseveralminutes,hebroodingalwaysinthesamefashion,untilheresumedwiththehardindifferencethathadbeforesurprisedme:-“SoEdgaveyoufeelings!Dumbagueandsoforth。“
“Nodoubtwe’renotmadethesameway,“Iretorted。
Hetooknonoticeofthis。“Andyou’dhavebeenmorecomfortableifhe’dactedsameasStevedid。Itcert’nlywasbadseeingEdtakeitthatway,Ireckon。Andyoudidn’tseehimwhenthetimecameforbusiness。Well,here’swhatitis:amanmaybesuchaconfirrnedmiscreantthatkilling’stheonlycureforhim;butstillhe’syourownspecies,andyoudon’twanttohavehimfallaroundandgrabyourlaigsandshowyouhisfearnaked。Itmakesyoufeelashamed。SoEdgaveyoufeelings,andStevemadeeverythingrighteasyforyou!“Therewasironyinhisvoiceashesurveyedme,butitfellawayatonceintosadness。“Bothwasmiscreants。ButifStevehadplayedthecoward,too,itwouldhavebeenawholeheapeasierforme。“Hepausedbeforeadding,“AndStevewasnotamiscreantonce。“