had,livedalifeofsomereading,contemplation,andinquiry;thatIhadnotstudied,asIrathersupposedIhad,toinculcatesomeChristianlessonsinbooks;thatIhadnevertried,asIrathersupposedIhad,toturnachildortwotenderlytowardstheknowledgeandloveofourSaviour;thatIhadneverhad,asI
rathersupposedIhadhad,departedfriends,orstoodbesideopengraves;butthatIhadlivedalifeof’uninterruptedprosperity,’
andthatIneededthis’check,overmuch,’andthatthewaytoturnittoaccountwastoreadthesesermonsandthesepoems,enclosed,andwrittenandissuedbymycorrespondent!IbegitmaybeunderstoodthatIrelatefactsofmyownuncommercialexperience,andnovainimaginings。Thedocumentsinprooflienearmyhand。
Anotheroddentryonthefly-leaf,ofamoreentertainingcharacter,wasthewonderfulpersistencywithwhichkindsympathisersassumedthatIhadinjuriouslycoupledwiththesosuddenlyrelinquishedpursuit,thosepersonalhabitsofminemostobviouslyincompatiblewithit,andmostplainlyimpossibleofbeingmaintained,alongwithit。As,allthatexercise,allthatcoldbathing,allthatwindandweather,allthatuphilltraining-
allthateverythingelse,say,whichisusuallycarriedaboutbyexpresstrainsinaportmanteauandhat-box,andpartakenofunderaflamingrowofgas-lightsinthecompanyoftwothousandpeople。