work,andwithwhatacruelpertinacitythatpieceofVirtuespunherthreadofevidencedouble,byintertwistingitwiththesternestthreadofconstruction。Smittenhardbytheterriblelowwailfromtheutterlyfriendlessorphangirl,whichneverceasedduringthewholeinquiry,Itookhearttoaskthiswitnessaquestionortwo,whichhopefullyadmittedofananswerthatmightgiveafavourableturntothecase。Shemadetheturnaslittlefavourableasitcouldbe,butitdidsomegood,andtheCoroner,whowasnoblypatientandhumanehewasthelateMr。Wakley,castalookofstrongencouragementinmydirection。Then,wehadthedoctorwhohadmadetheexamination,andtheusualtestsastowhetherthechildwasbornalive;buthewasatimid,muddle-headeddoctor,andgotconfusedandcontradictory,andwouldn’tsaythis,andcouldn’tanswerforthat,andtheimmaculatebrokerwastoomuchforhim,andoursideslidbackagain。However,Itriedagain,andtheCoronerbackedmeagain,forwhichIeverafterwardsfeltgratefultohimasIdonowtohismemory;andwegotanotherfavourableturn,outofsomeotherwitness,somememberofthefamilywithastrongprepossessionagainstthesinner;andIthinkwehadthedoctorbackagain;andIknowthattheCoronersummedupforourside,andthatIandmyBritishbrothersturnedroundtodiscussourverdict,andgetourselvesintogreatdifficultieswithourlargechairsandthebroker。AtthatstageofthecaseItriedhardagain,beingconvincedthatIhadcauseforit;andatlastwefoundfortheminoroffenceofonlyconcealingthebirth;andthepoordesolatecreature,whohadbeentakenoutduringourdeliberation,beingbroughtinagaintobetoldoftheverdict,thendroppeduponherkneesbeforeus,withprotestationsthatwewereright-protestationsamongthemostaffectingthatIhaveeverheardinmylife-andwascarriedawayinsensible。
Inprivateconversationafterthiswasallover,theCoronershowedmehisreasonsasatrainedsurgeon,forperceivingittobeimpossiblethatthechildcould,underthemostfavourablecircumstances,havedrawnmanybreaths,intheverydoubtfulcaseofitshavingeverbreathedatall;this,owingtothediscoveryofsomeforeignmatterinthewindpipe,quiteirreconcilablewithmanymomentsoflife。
Whentheagonisedgirlhadmadethosefinalprotestations,Ihadseenherface,anditwasinunisonwithherdistractedheartbrokenvoice,anditwasverymoving。Itcertainlydidnotimpressmebyanybeautythatithad,andifIeverseeitagaininanotherworldIshallonlyknowitbythehelpofsomenewsenseorintelligence。
Butitcametomeinmysleepthatnight,andIselfishlydismisseditinthemostefficientwayIcouldthinkof。Icausedsomeextracaretobetakenofherintheprison,andcounseltoberetainedforherdefencewhenshewastriedattheOldBailey;andhersentencewaslenient,andherhistoryandconductprovedthatitwasright。IndoingthelittleIdidforher,Iremembertohavehadthekindhelpofsomegentle-heartedfunctionarytowhomI
addressedmyself-butwhatfunctionaryIhavelongforgotten-whoIsupposewasofficiallypresentattheInquest。