ItisamercyIhavenotaredandgreenlampandanight-bellatmydoor,forinmyveryyoungdaysIwastakentosomanylyings-inthatIwonderIescapedbecomingaprofessionalmartyrtotheminafter-life。IsupposeIhadaverysympatheticnurse,withalargecircleofmarriedacquaintance。Howeverthatwas,asIcontinuedmywalkthroughDullborough,Ifoundmanyhousestobesolelyassociatedinmymindwiththisparticularinterest。Atonelittlegreengrocer’sshop,downcertainstepsfromthestreet,IremembertohavewaitedonaladywhohadhadfourchildrenIamafraidtowritefive,thoughIfullybelieveitwasfiveatabirth。ThismeritoriouswomanheldquiteareceptioninherroomonthemorningwhenIwasintroducedthere,andthesightofthehousebroughtvividlytomymindhowthefourfivedeceasedyoungpeoplelay,sidebyside,onacleanclothonachestofdrawers;remindingmebyahomelyassociation,whichIsuspecttheircomplexiontohaveassisted,ofpigs’feetastheyareusuallydisplayedataneattripe-shop。Hotcandlewashandedroundontheoccasion,andI
furtherrememberedasIstoodcontemplatingthegreengrocer’s,thatasubscriptionwasenteredintoamongthecompany,whichbecameextremelyalarmingtomyconsciousnessofhavingpocket-moneyonmyperson。Thisfactbeingknowntomyconductress,whoevershewas,Iwasearnestlyexhortedtocontribute,butresolutelydeclined:
thereindisgustingthecompany,whogavemetounderstandthatI
mustdismissallexpectationsofgoingtoHeaven。
Howdoesithappenthatwhenallelseischangewhereveronegoes,thereyetseem,ineveryplace,tobesomefewpeoplewhoneveralter?Asthesightofthegreengrocer’shouserecalledthesetrivialincidentsoflongago,theidenticalgreengrocerappearedonthesteps,withhishandsinhispockets,andleaninghisshoulderagainstthedoor-post,asmychildisheyeshadseenhimmanyatime;indeed,therewashisoldmarkonthedoor-postyet,asifhisshadowhadbecomeafixturethere。Itwashehimself;hemightformerlyhavebeenanold-lookingyoungman,orhemightnowbeayoung-lookingoldman,buttherehewas。Inwalkingalongthestreet,Ihadasyetlookedinvainforafamiliarface,orevenatransmittedface;herewastheverygreengrocerwhohadbeenweighingandhandlingbasketsonthemorningofthereception。Ashebroughtwithhimadawningremembrancethathehadhadnoproprietaryinterestinthosebabies,Icrossedtheroad,andaccostedhimonthesubject。Hewasnotintheleastexcitedorgratified,orinanywayroused,bytheaccuracyofmyrecollection,butsaid,Yes,summutoutofthecommon-hedidn’trememberhowmanyitwasasifhalf-a-dozenbabeseitherwaymadenodifference-hadhappenedtoaMrs。What’s-her-name,asoncelodgedthere-buthedidn’tcallittomind,particular。Nettledbythisphlegmaticconduct,IinformedhimthatIhadleftthetownwhenIwasachild。Heslowlyreturned,quiteunsoftened,andnotwithoutasarcastickindofcomplacency,HADI?Ah!AnddidI