’O——thatwoman!YouknowaswellasIthatwasallmake-up,andthatIneverforamomentthoughtofher。’
’Ihadanideayouwereacting;butIwasn’tsure。’
’Well,that’snothingnow。Anne,Iwanttorelieveyourlife;tocheeryouinsomeway;tomakesomeamendsformybrother’sbadconduct。Ifyoucannotloveme,likingwillbewellenough。Ihavethoughtovereverysideofitsomanytimes——formonthshaveIbeenthinkingitover——andIamatlastsurethatIdorighttoputittoyouinthisway。ThatIdon’twrongBobIamquiteconvinced。Asfarasheisconcernedwebebothfree。HadInotbeensureofthatIwouldneverhavespoken。Fatherwantsmetotakeonthemill,anditwillpleasehimifyoucangivemeonelittlehope;itwillmakethehousegoonaltogetherbetterifyoucanthinko’me。’
’Youaregenerousandgood,John,’shesaid,asabigroundtearbowledhelter-skelterdownherfaceandhat-strings。
’Iamnotthat;IfearIamquitetheopposite,’hesaid,withoutlookingather。’Itwouldbeallgaintome——Butyouhavenotansweredmyquestion。’