Johncontinuedhissadandheavypacetillwalkingseemedtoooldandworn-outawayofshowingsorrowsonew,andheleanthimselfagainsttheforkofanapple-treelikealog。Therethetrumpet-majorremainedforaconsiderabletime,hisfaceturnedtowardsthehouse,whoseancient,many-chimneyedoutlineroseagainstthedarkenedsky,andjustshutoutfromhisviewthecampabove。Butfaintnoisescomingthencefromhorsesrestlessatthepickets,andfromvisitorstakingtheirleave,recalleditsexistence,andremindedhimthat,inconsequenceofMatilda’sarrival,hehadobtainedleaveforthenight——afactwhich,owingtothestartlingemotionsthatfollowedhisentry,hehadnotyetmentionedtohisfriends。
Whileabstractedlyconsideringhowhecouldbestusethatprivilegeunderthenewcircumstanceswhichhadarisen,heheardFarmerDerrimandriveuptothefrontdoorandholdaconversationwithhisfather。TheoldmanhadatlastapparentlybroughtthetinboxofprivatepapersthathewishedthemillertotakechargeofduringDerriman’sabsence;anditbeingacalmnight,Johncouldhear,thoughhelittleheeded,UncleBenjy’sreiteratedsupplicationstoLovedaytokeepitsafefromfireandthieves。ThenUncleBenjyleft,andJohn’sfatherwentupstairstodeposittheboxinaplaceofsecurity,thewholeproceedingreachingJohn’spreoccupiedcomprehensionmerelyasvoicesduringsleep。
ThenextthingwastheappearanceofalightinthebedroomwhichhadbeenassignedtoMatildaJohnson。Thiseffectuallyarousedthetrumpet-major,andwithastealthinessunusualinhimhewentindoors。Nolightwasinthelowerrooms,hisfather,Mrs。Garland,andAnnehavinggoneoutonthebridgetolookatthenewmoon。
Johnwentupstairsontip-toe,andalongtheunevenpassagetillhecametoherdoor。Itwasstandingajar,abandofcandlelightshiningacrossthepassageanduptheoppositewall。Assoonasheenteredtheradiancehesawher。Shewasstandingbeforethelooking-glass,apparentlylostinthought,herfingersbeingclaspedbehindherheadinabstraction,andthelightfallingfulluponherface。
’Imustspeaktoyou,’saidthetrumpet-major。