IaskedherwhethershehadeverheardanyoftheWagnerianoperasandfoundthatshehadnot,thoughshewasperfectlyfamiliarwiththeirrespectivesituations,andhadoncepossessedthepianoscoreofTheFlyingDutchman。IbegantothinkitwouldhavebeenbesttogetherbacktoRedWillowCountywithoutwakingher,andregrettedhavingsuggestedtheconcert。
Fromthetimeweenteredtheconcerthall,however,shewasatriflelesspassiveandinert,andforthefirsttimeseemedtoperceivehersurroundings。Ihadfeltsometrepidationlestshemightbecomeawareoftheabsurditiesofherattire,ormightexperiencesomepainfulembarrassmentatsteppingsuddenlyintotheworldtowhichshehadbeendeadforaquarterofacentury。
But,again,IfoundhowsuperficiallyIhadjudgedher。Shesatlookingaboutherwitheyesasimpersonal,almostasstony,asthosewithwhichthegraniteRamesesinamuseumwatchesthefrothandfretthatebbsandflowsabouthispedestal-separatedfromitbythelonelystretchofcenturies。IhaveseenthissamealoofnessinoldminerswhodriftintotheBrownHotelatDenver,theirpocketsfullofbullion,theirlinensoiled,theirhaggardfacesunshaven;standinginthethrongedcorridorsassolitaryasthoughtheywerestillinafrozencampontheYukon,consciousthatcertainexperienceshaveisolatedthemfromtheirfellowsbyagulfnohaberdashercouldbridge。
Wesatattheextremeleftofthefirstbalcony,facingthearcofourownandthebalconyaboveus,veritablehanginggardens,brilliantastulipbeds。Thematineeaudiencewasmadeupchieflyofwomen。Onelostthecontouroffacesandfigures——
indeed,anyeffectoflinewhatever-andtherewasonlythecolorofbodicespastcounting,theshimmeroffabricssoftandfirm,silkyandsheer:red,mauve,pink,blue,lilac,purple,ecru,rose,yellow,cream,andwhite,allthecolorsthatanimpressionistfindsinasunlitlandscape,withhereandtherethedeadshadowofafrockcoat。MyAuntGeorgianaregardedthemasthoughtheyhadbeensomanydaubsoftube-paintonapalette。