MynewpicturesarrivedlastweekontheGascogne。ThePuvisdeChavannesisevenmorebeautifulthanIthoughtitinParis。Apaledream-maidensitsbyapaledream-cowandastreamofanemicwaterflowsatherfeet。TheConstant,youwillremember,Igotbecauseyouadmiredit。Itishereinallitsfloridsplendour,thewholedominatedbyaglowingsensuosity。Thedraperyofthefemalefigureisaswonderfulasyousaid;thefabricallbarbaricpearlandgold,paintedwithaneasy,effortlessvoluptuousness,andthatwhite,gleaminglineofAfricancoastinthebackgroundrecallsmemoriesofyouveryprecioustome。ButitisuselesstodenythatConstantirritatesme。ThoughIcannotprovethechargeagainsthim,hisbrilliancyalwaysmakesmesuspecthimofcheapness。
HereMargaretstoppedandglancedattheremainingpagesofthisstrangelove-letter。Theyseemedtobefilledchieflywithdiscussionsofpicturesandbooks,andwithaslowsmileshelaidthemby。
Sheroseandbeganundressing。Beforeshelaydownshewenttoopenthewindow。Withherhandonthesill,shehesitated,feelingsuddenlyasthoughsomedangerwerelurkingoutside,someinordinatedesirewaitingtospringuponherinthedarkness。Shestoodthereforalongtime,gazingattheinfinitesweepofthesky。
“Oh,itisallsolittle,solittlethere,“shemurmured。
“Wheneverythingelseissodwarfed,whyshouldoneexpectlovetobegreat?Whyshouldonetrytoreadhighlycolouredsuggestionsintoalifelikethat?IfonlyIcouldfindonethinginitallthatmatteredgreatly,onethingthatwouldwarmmewhenIamalone!Willlifenevergivemethatonegreatmoment?“