The Tinker’s Wedding

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The Tinker’s Wedding John M。 Synge

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  Butthisdesireoftheapprobation,andthisaversiontothedisapprobationofhisbrethren,wouldnotalonehaverenderedhimfitforthatsocietyforwhichhewasmade。Nature,accordingly,hasendowedhim,notonlywithadesireofbeingapprovedof,butwithadesireofbeingwhatoughttobeapprovedof;orofbeingwhathehimselfapprovesofinothermen。Thefirstdesirecouldonlyhavemadehimwishtoappeartobefitforsociety。Thesecondwasnecessaryinordertorenderhimanxioustobereallyfit。Thefirstcouldonlyhavepromptedhimtotheaffectationofvirtue,andtotheconcealmentofvice。Thesecondwasnecessaryinordertoinspirehimwiththerealloveofvirtue,andwiththerealabhorrenceofvice。Ineverywell-formedmindthisseconddesireseemstobethestrongestofthetwo。Itisonlytheweakestandmostsuperficialofmankindwhocanbemuchdelightedwiththatpraisewhichtheythemselvesknowtobealtogetherunmerited。Aweakmanmaysometimesbepleasedwithit,butawisemanrejectsituponalloccasions。But,thoughawisemanfeelslittlepleasurefrompraisewhereheknowsthereisnopraise-worthiness,heoftenfeelsthehighestindoingwhatheknowstobepraise-worthy,thoughheknowsequallywellthatnopraiseisevertobebestoweduponit。Toobtaintheapprobationofmankind,wherenoapprobationisdue,canneverbeanobjectofanyimportancetohim。Toobtainthatapprobationwhereitisreallydue,maysometimesbeanobjectofnogreatimportancetohim。Buttobethatthingwhichdeservesapprobation,mustalwaysbeanobjectofthehighest。

  Todesire,oreventoacceptofpraise,wherenopraiseisdue,canbetheeffectonlyofthemostcontemptiblevanity。Todesireitwhereitisreallydue,istodesirenomorethanthatamostessentialactofjusticeshouldbedonetous。Theloveofjustfame,oftrueglory,evenforitsownsake,andindependentofanyadvantagewhichhecanderivefromit,isnotunworthyevenofawiseman。Hesometimes,however,neglects,andevendespisesit;andheisnevermoreapttodosothanwhenhehasthemostperfectassuranceoftheperfectproprietyofeverypartofhisownconduct。Hisself-approbation,inthiscase,standsinneedofnoconfirmationfromtheapprobationofothermen。Itisalonesufficient,andheiscontentedwithit。Thisself-approbation,ifnottheonly,isatleasttheprincipalobject,aboutwhichhecanoroughttobeanxious。Theloveofit,istheloveofvirtue。

  Astheloveandadmirationwhichwenaturallyconceiveforsomecharacters,disposeustowishtobecomeourselvestheproperobjectsofsuchagreeablesentiments;sothehatredandcontemptwhichweasnaturallyconceiveforothers,disposeus,perhapsstillmorestrongly,todreadtheverythoughtofresemblingtheminanyrespect。Neitherisit,inthiscase,too,somuchthethoughtofbeinghatedanddespisedthatweareafraidof,asthatofbeinghatefulanddespicable。Wedreadthethoughtofdoinganythingwhichcanrenderusthejustandproperobjectsofthehatredandcontemptofourfellow-creatures;eventhoughwehadthemostperfectsecuritythatthosesentimentswereneveractuallytobeexertedagainstus。Themanwhohasbrokethroughallthosemeasuresofconduct,whichcanalonerenderhimagreeabletomankind,thoughheshouldhavethemostperfectassurancethatwhathehaddonewasforevertobeconcealedfromeveryhumaneye,itisalltonopurpose。Whenhelooksbackuponit,andviewsitinthelightinwhichtheimpartialspectatorwouldviewit,hefindsthathecanenterintononeofthemotiveswhichinfluencedit。Heisabashedandconfoundedatthethoughtsofit,andnecessarilyfeelsaveryhighdegreeofthatshamewhichhewouldbeexposedto,ifhisactionsshouldevercometobegenerallyknown。Hisimagination,inthiscasetoo,anticipatesthecontemptandderisionfromwhichnothingsaveshimbuttheignoranceofthoseheliveswith。Hestillfeelsthatheisthenaturalobjectofthesesentiments,andstilltremblesatthethoughtofwhathewouldsuffer,iftheywereeveractuallyexertedagainsthim。Butifwhathehadbeenguiltyofwasnotmerelyoneofthoseimproprietieswhicharetheobjectsofsimpledisapprobation,butoneofthoseenormouscrimeswhichexcitedetestationandresentment,hecouldneverthinkofit,aslongashehadanysensibilityleft,withoutfeelingalltheagonyofhorrorandremorse;andthoughhecouldbeassuredthatnomanwasevertoknowit,andcouldevenbringhimselftobelievethattherewasnoGodtorevengeit,hewouldstillfeelenoughofboththesesentimentstoembitterthewholeofhislife:hewouldstillregardhimselfasthenaturalobjectofthehatredandindignationofallhisfellow-creatures;and,ifhisheartwasnotgrowncallousbythehabitofcrimes,hecouldnotthinkwithoutterrorandastonishmentevenofthemannerinwhichmankindwouldlookuponhim,ofwhatwouldbetheexpressionoftheircountenanceandoftheireyes,ifthedreadfultruthshouldevercometobeknown。Thesenaturalpangsofanaffrightedconsciencearethedaemons,theavengingfuries,which,inthislife,haunttheguilty,whichallowthemneitherquietnorrepose,whichoftendrivethemtodespairanddistraction,fromwhichnoassuranceofsecrecycanprotectthem,fromwhichnoprinciplesofirreligioncanentirelydeliverthem,andfromwhichnothingcanfreethembutthevilestandmostabjectofallstates,acompleteinsensibilitytohonourandinfamy,toviceandvirtue。Menofthemostdetestablecharacters,who,intheexecutionofthemostdreadfulcrimes,hadtakentheirmeasuressocoollyastoavoideventhesuspicionofguilt,havesometimesbeendriven,bythehorroroftheirsituation,todiscover,oftheirownaccord,whatnohumansagacitycouldeverhaveinvestigated。Byacknowledgingtheirguilt,bysubmittingthemselvestotheresentmentoftheiroffendedfellow-citizens,and,bythussatiatingthatvengeanceofwhichtheyweresensiblethattheyhadbecometheproperobjects,theyhoped,bytheirdeathtoreconcilethemselves,atleastintheirownimagination,tothenaturalsentimentsofmankind;tobeabletoconsiderthemselvesaslessworthyofhatredandresentment;toatone,insomemeasure,fortheircrimes,andbythusbecomingtheobjects,ratherofcompassionthanofhorror,ifpossibletodieinpeaceandwiththeforgivenessofalltheirfellow-creatures。Comparedtowhattheyfeltbeforethediscovery,eventhethoughtofthis,itseems,washappiness。

  Insuchcases,thehorrorofblame-worthinessseems,eveninpersonswhocannotbesuspectedofanyextraordinarydelicacyorsensibilityofcharacter,completelytoconquerthedreadofblame。Inordertoallaythathorror,inordertopacify,insomedegree,theremorseoftheirownconsciences,theyvoluntarilysubmittedthemselvesbothtothereproachandtothepunishmentwhichtheyknewwereduetotheircrimes,butwhich,atthesametime,theymighteasilyhaveavoided。

  Theyarethemostfrivolousandsuperficialofmankindonlywhocanbemuchdelightedwiththatpraisewhichtheythemselvesknowtobealtogetherunmerited。Unmeritedreproach,however,isfrequentlycapableofmortifyingveryseverelyevenmenofmorethanordinaryconstancy。Menofthemostordinaryconstancy,indeed,easilylearntodespisethosefoolishtaleswhicharesofrequentlycirculatedinsociety,andwhich,fromtheirownabsurdityandfalsehood,neverfailtodieawayinthecourseofafewweeks,orofafewdays。Butaninnocentman,thoughofmorethanordinaryconstancy,isoften,notonlyshocked,butmostseverelymortifiedbytheserious,thoughfalse,imputationofacrime;especiallywhenthatimputationhappensunfortunatelytobesupportedbysomecircumstanceswhichgiveitanairofprobability。Heishumbledtofindthatanybodyshouldthinksomeanlyofhischaracterastosupposehimcapableofbeingguiltyofit。Thoughperfectlyconsciousofhisowninnocence,theveryimputationseemsoften,eveninhisownimagination,tothrowashadowofdisgraceanddishonouruponhischaracter。Hisjustindignation,too,atsoverygrossaninjury,which,however,itmayfrequentlybeimproper,andsometimesevenimpossibletorevenge,isitselfaverypainfulsensation。Thereisnogreatertormentorofthehumanbreastthanviolentresentmentwhichcannotbegratified。Aninnocentman,broughttothescaffoldbythefalseimputationofaninfamousorodiouscrime,suffersthemostcruelmisfortunewhichitispossibleforinnocencetosuffer。Theagonyofhismindmay,inthiscase,frequentlybegreaterthanthatofthosewhosufferforthelikecrimes,ofwhichtheyhavebeenactuallyguilty。Profligatecriminals,suchascommonthievesandhighwaymen,havefrequentlylittlesenseofthebasenessoftheirownconduct,andconsequentlynoremorse。

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