lovedherwellandIwasfaithfulinmyoathtoher，indeed，notuntilshewasdeaddidIknowhowdearshehadgrowntome。
Itistruethattherewasagreatgulfbetweenuswhichwidenedwiththeyears，thegulfofbloodandfaith，forIknewwellthatshecouldnotaltogetherputawayheroldbeliefs，anditistruethatwhenI
sawherleadingthedeathchant，agreathorrortookmeandforawhileIloathedher。
ButthesethingsImighthavelivedtoforgive，fortheywerepartofherbloodandnature，moreover，thelastandworstofthemwasnotdonebyherownwill，andwhentheyweresetasidethereremainedmuchthatIcouldhonourandloveinthememoryofthismostroyalandbeautifulwoman，whoforsomanyyearswasmyfaithfulwife。
SoIthoughtinthathourandsoI