Imustrefertoaveryearlyperiodofmylife,wereItopointoutmyfirstachievementsasatale-teller-butIbelievesomeofmyoldschoolfellowscanstillbearwitnessthatIhadadistinguishedcharacterforthattalent,atatimewhentheapplauseofmycompanionswasmyrecompenseforthedisgracesandpunishmentswhichthefutureromance-writerincurredforbeingidlehimself,andkeepingothersidle,duringhoursthatshouldhavebeenemployedonourtasks。Thechiefenjoymentofmyholidayswastoescapewithachosenfriend,whohadthesametastewithmyself,andalternatelytorecitetoeachothersuchwildadventuresaswewereabletodevise。Wetold,eachinturn,interminabletalesofknight-errantryandbattlesandenchantments,whichwerecontinuedfromonedaytoanotherasopportunityoffered,withoutoureverthinkingofbringingthemtoaconclusion。Asweobservedastrictsecrecyonthesubjectofthisintercourse,itacquiredallthecharacterofaconcealedpleasure;andweusedtoselect,forthescenesofourindulgence,longwalksthroughthesolitaryandromanticenvironsofArthur’sSeat,SalisburyCrags,BraidHills,andsimilarplacesinthevicinityofEdinburgh;andtherecollectionofthoseholidaysstillformsan_oasis_inthepilgrimagewhichIhavetolookbackupon。Ihaveonlytoadd,thatmyfriendstilllivesaprosperousJohnIrving,writertotheSignet,Edinburgh,died1850。
gentleman,buttoomuchoccupiedwithgraverbusiness,tothankmeforindicatinghimmoreplainlyasaconfidantofmychildishmystery。
Whenboyhoodadvancingintoyouthrequiredmoreseriousstudiesandgravercares,alongillnessthrewmebackonthekingdomoffiction,asifitwerebyaspeciesoffatality。Myindispositionarose,inpartatleast,frommyhavingbrokenablood-vessel;andmotionandspeechwereforalongtimepronouncedpositivelydangerous。ForseveralweeksIwasconfinedstrictlytomybed,duringwhichtimeIwasnotallowedtospeakaboveawhisper,toeatmorethanaspoonfulortwoofboiledrice,ortohavemorecoveringthanonethincounterpane。WhenthereaderisinformedthatIwasatthistimeagrowingyouth,withthespirits,appetite,andimpatienceoffifteen,andsuffered,ofcourse,greatlyunderthissevereregimen,whichtherepeatedreturnofmydisorderrenderedindispensable,hewillnotbesurprisedthatIwasabandonedtomyowndiscretion,sofarasreadingmyalmostsoleamusementwasconcerned,andstilllessso,thatIabusedtheindulgencewhichleftmytimesomuchatmyowndisposal。
TherewasatthistimeacirculatinglibraryinEdinburgh,founded,Ibelieve,bythecelebratedAllanRamsay,which,besidescontainingamostrespectablecollectionofbooksofeverydescription,was,asmighthavebeenexpected,peculiarlyrichinworksoffiction。
Itexhibitedspecimensofeverykindfromtheromancesofchivalry,andtheponderousfoliosofCyrusandCassandra,downtothemostapprovedworksoflatertimes。Iwasplungedintothisgreatoceanofreadingwithoutcompassorpilot;andunlesswhensomeonehadthecharitytoplayatchesswithme,Iwasallowedtodonothingsaveread,frommorningtonight。Iwas,inkindnessandpity,whichwasperhapserroneous,howevernatural,permittedtoselectmysubjectsofstudyatmyownpleasure,uponthesameprinciplethatthehumoursofchildrenareindulgedtokeepthemoutofmischief。Asmytasteandappetiteweregratifiedinnothingelse,Iindemnifiedmyselfbybecomingagluttonofbooks。Accordingly,IbelieveIreadalmostalltheromances,oldplays,andepicpoetry,inthatformidablecollection,andnodoubtwasunconsciouslyamassingmaterialsforthetaskinwhichithasbeenmylottobesomuchemployed。