anditwasthoughtformany,manydaysthathewouldnevertravelfartherthantheburying-groundofthechurchofSt。George’s,wherethetroopsshouldfireasalvooverhisgrave,andwheremanyagallantofficerliesfarawayfromhishome。
Here,asthepoorfellowlaytossinginhisfever,thepeoplewhowatchedhimmighthaveheardhimravingaboutAmelia。Theideathatheshouldneverseeheragaindepressedhiminhislucidhours。Hethoughthislastdaywascome,andhemadehissolemnpreparationsfordeparture,settinghisaffairsinthisworldinorderandleavingthelittlepropertyofwhichhewaspossessedtothosewhomhemostdesiredtobenefit。Thefriendinwhosehousehewaslocatedwitnessedhistestament。Hedesiredtobeburiedwithalittlebrownhair-chainwhichheworeroundhisneckandwhich,ifthetruthmustbeknown,hehadgotfromAmelia’smaidatBrussels,whentheyoungwidow’shairwascutoff,duringthefeverwhichprostratedherafterthedeathofGeorgeOsborneontheplateauatMountSt。John。
Herecovered,rallied,relapsedagain,havingundergonesuchaprocessofblood-lettingandcalomelasshowedthestrengthofhisoriginalconstitution。HewasalmostaskeletonwhentheyputhimonboardtheRamchunderEastIndiaman,CaptainBragg,fromCalcutta,touchingatMadras,andsoweakandprostratethathisfriendwhohadtendedhimthroughhisillnessprophesiedthatthehonestMajorwouldneversurvivethevoyage,andthathewouldpasssomemorning,shroudedinflagandhammock,overtheship’sside,andcarryingdowntotheseawithhimtherelicthatheworeathisheart。Butwhetheritwastheseaair,orthehopewhichsprungupinhimafresh,fromthedaythattheshipspreadhercanvasandstoodoutoftheroadstowardshome,ourfriendbegantoamend,andhewasquitewellthoughasgauntasagreyhoundbeforetheyreachedtheCape。”Kirkwillbedisappointedofhismajoritythistime。”hesaidwithasmile;“hewillexpecttofindhimselfgazettedbythetimetheregimentreacheshome。”ForitmustbepremisedthatwhiletheMajorwaslyingillatMadras,havingmadesuchprodigioushastetogothither,thegallant——th,whichhadpassedmanyyearsabroad,whichafteritsreturnfromtheWestIndieshadbeenbaulkedofitsstayathomebytheWaterloocampaign,andhadbeenorderedfromFlanderstoIndia,hadreceivedordershome;andtheMajormighthaveaccompaniedhiscomrades,hadhechosentowaitfortheirarrivalatMadras。
PerhapshewasnotinclinedtoputhimselfinhisexhaustedstateagainundertheguardianshipofGlorvina。
“IthinkMissO’Dowdwouldhavedoneforme。”hesaidlaughinglytoafellow-passenger,“ifwehadhadheronboard,andwhenshehadsunkme,shewouldhavefallenuponyou,dependuponit,andcarriedyouinasaprizetoSouthampton,Jos,myboy。”