Hewasafineopen-facedboy,withblueeyesandwavingflaxenhair,sturdyinlimb,butgenerousandsoftinheart,fondlyattachinghimselftoallwhoweregoodtohim——tothepony——toLordSouthdown,whogavehimthehorseheusedtoblushandglowalloverwhenhesawthatkindyoungnobleman——tothegroomwhohadchargeofthepony——toMolly,thecook,whocrammedhimwithghoststoriesatnight,andwithgoodthingsfromthedinner——toBriggs,whomheplaguedandlaughedat——andtohisfatherespecially,whoseattachmenttowardstheladwascurioustootowitness。Here,ashegrewtobeabouteightyearsold,hisattachmentsmaybesaidtohaveended。Thebeautifulmother-visionhadfadedawayafterawhile。Duringneartwoyearsshehadscarcelyspokentothechild。Shedislikedhim。Hehadthemeaslesandthehooping-cough。Heboredher。Onedaywhenhewasstandingatthelanding-place,havingcreptdownfromtheupperregions,attractedbythesoundofhismother’svoice,whowassingingtoLordSteyne,thedrawingroomdooropeningsuddenly,discoveredthelittlespy,whobutamomentbeforehadbeenraptindelight,andlisteningtothemusic。
Hismothercameoutandstruckhimviolentlyacoupleofboxesontheear。HeheardalaughfromtheMarquisintheinnerroomwhowasamusedbythisfreeandartlessexhibitionofBecky’stemperandfleddownbelowtohisfriendsofthekitchen,burstinginanagonyofgrief。
“Itisnotbecauseithurtsme。”littleRawdongaspedout——“only——only“——sobsandtearswoundupthesentenceinastorm。Itwasthelittleboy’sheartthatwasbleeding。”Whymayn’tIhearhersinging?Whydon’tsheeversingtome——asshedoestothatbaldheadedmanwiththelargeteeth?”Hegaspedoutatvariousintervalstheseexclamationsofrageandgrief。Thecooklookedatthehousemaid,thehousemaidlookedknowinglyatthefootman——theawfulkitcheninquisitionwhichsitsinjudgementineveryhouseandknowseverything——
satonRebeccaatthatmoment。
Afterthisincident,themother’sdislikeincreasedtohatred;theconsciousnessthatthechildwasinthehousewasareproachandapaintoher。Hisverysightannoyedher。Fear,doubt,andresistancesprangup,too,intheboy’sownbosom。Theywereseparatedfromthatdayoftheboxesontheear。