Thechangewaslikewhatmaybesupposedwouldtakeplacewereitpossibletocureacaseof“colorblindness“TheperfectfreenesswithwhichthepardonofallourguiltisofferedinGod’sbookdrewforthfeelingsofaffectionatelovetoHimwhoboughtuswithhisblood,andasenseofdeepobligationtoHimforhismercyhasinfluenced,insomesmallmeasure,myconducteversinceButIshallnotagainrefertotheinnerspirituallifewhichIbelievethenbegan,nordoIintendtospecifywithanyprominencetheevangelisticlaborstowhichtheloveofChristhassinceimpelledmeThisbookwillspeak,notsomuchofwhathasbeendone,asofwhatstillremainstobeperformed,beforetheGospelcanbesaidtobepreachedtoallnations。
IntheglowoflovewhichChristianityinspires,IsoonresolvedtodevotemylifetothealleviationofhumanmiseryTurningthisideaoverinmymind,IfeltthattobeapioneerofChristianityinChinamightleadtothematerialbenefitofsomeportionsofthatimmenseempire;
andthereforesetmyselftoobtainamedicaleducation,inordertobequalifiedforthatenterprise。
Inrecognizingtheplantspointedoutinmyfirstmedicalbook,thatextraordinaryoldworkonastrologicalmedicine,Culpeper’s“Herbal“,IhadtheguidanceofabookontheplantsofLanarkshire,byPatrick。
Limitedasmytimewas,Ifoundopportunitiestoscourthewholecountry-side,“collectingsimples“Deepandanxiousweremystudiesonthestilldeeperandmoreperplexingprofunditiesofastrology,andIbelieveIgotasfarintothatabyssofphantasiesasmyauthorsaidhedaredtoleadmeItseemedperilousgroundtotreadonfarther,forthedarkhintseemedtomyyouthfulmindtoloomtoward“sellingsoulandbodytothedevil“,asthepriceoftheunfathomableknowledgeofthestarsTheseexcursions,oftenincompanywithbrothers,onenowinCanada,andtheotheraclergymanintheUnitedStates,gratifiedmyintenseloveofnature;andthoughwegenerallyreturnedsounmercifullyhungryandfatiguedthattheembryoparsonshedtears,yetwediscovered,tous,somanynewandinterestingthings,thathewasalwaysaseagertojoinusnexttimeashewasthelast。