WhenIwastenyearsoldImademyfirstjourneytoEurope。MybirthdaywasspentinCologne,andinordertogivemeathoroughly“party“feelingIrememberthatmymotherputonfulldressformybirthdaydinner。IdonotthinkIgainedanythingfromthisparticulartripabroad。Icordiallyhatedit,asdidmyyoungerbrotherandsister。Practicallyalltheenjoymentwehadwasinexploringanyruinsormountainswhenwecouldgetawayfromourelders,andinplayinginthedifferenthotels。OuronedesirewastogetbacktoAmerica,andweregardedEuropewiththemostignorantchauvinismandcontempt。Fouryearslater,however,ImadeanotherjourneytoEurope,andwasoldenoughtoenjoyitthoroughlyandprofitbyit。
WhilestillasmallboyIbegantotakeaninterestinnaturalhistory。IrememberdistinctlythefirstdaythatIstartedonmycareeraszoologist。IwaswalkingupBroadway,andasIpassedthemarkettowhichIusedsometimestobesentbeforebreakfasttogetstrawberriesIsuddenlysawadeadseallaidoutonaslabofwood。
Thatsealfilledmewitheverypossiblefeelingofromanceandadventure。Iaskedwhereitwaskilled,andwasinformedintheharbor。IhadalreadybeguntoreadsomeofMayneReid’sbooksandotherboys’booksofadventure,andIfeltthatthissealbroughtalltheseadventuresinrealisticfashionbeforeme。AslongasthatsealremainedthereIhauntedtheneighborhoodofthemarketdayafterday。
Imeasuredit,andIrecallthat,nothavingatapemeasure,Ihadtodomybesttogetitsgirthwithafoldingpocketfoot-rule,adifficultundertaking。Icarefullymadearecordoftheutterlyuselessmeasurements,andatoncebegantowriteanaturalhistoryofmyown,onthestrengthofthatseal。This,andsubsequentnaturalhistories,werewrittendowninblankbooksinsimplifiedspelling,whollyunpremeditatedandunscientific。Ihadvagueaspirationsofinsomewayoranotherowningandpreservingthatseal,buttheynevergotbeyondthepurelyformlessstage。Ithink,however,Ididgettheseal’sskull,andwithtwoofmycousinspromptlystartedwhatweambitiouslycalledthe“RooseveltMuseumofNaturalHistory。”Thecollectionswereatfirstkeptinmyroom,untilarebelliononthepartofthechambermaidreceivedtheapprovalofthehigherauthoritiesofthehouseholdandthecollectionwasmoveduptoakindofbookcaseinthebackhallupstairs。Itwastheordinarysmallboy’scollectionofcurios,quiteincongruousandentirelyvaluelessexceptfromthestandpointoftheboyhimself。Myfatherandmotherencouragedmewarmlyinthis,astheyalwaysdidinanythingthatcouldgivemewholesomepleasureorhelptodevelopme。
TheadventureofthesealandthenovelsofMayneReidtogetherstrengthenedmyinstinctiveinterestinnaturalhistory。IwastooyoungtounderstandmuchofMayneReid,exceptingtheadventurepartandthenaturalhistorypart——theseenthralledme。Butofcoursemyreadingwasnotwhollyconfinedtonaturalhistory。Therewasverylittleeffortmadetocompelmetoreadbooks,myfatherandmotherhavingthegoodsensenottotrytogetmetoreadanythingIdidnotlike,unlessitwasinthewayofstudy。IwasgiventhechancetoreadbooksthattheythoughtIoughttoread,butifIdidnotlikethemIwasthengivensomeothergoodbookthatIdidlike。Therewerecertainbooksthatweretaboo。Forinstance,Iwasnotallowedtoreaddimenovels。Iobtainedsomesurreptitiouslyanddidreadthem,butI