IlovetorecallthegladmonotonyofaPacificvoyage,whenthetradesarenotstinted,andtheship,dayafterday,goesfree。
Themountainsceneryoftrade-windclouds,watchedandinmycasepaintedundereveryvicissitudeoflight——blottingstars,witheringinthemoon’sglory,barringthescarleteve,lyingacrossthedawncollapsedintotheunfeaturedmorningbank,oratnoonraisingtheirsnowysummitsbetweentheblueroofofheavenandthebluefloorofsea;thesmall,busy,anddeliberateworldoftheschooner,withitsunfamiliarscenes,thespearingofdolphinfromthebowspritend,theholywaronsharks,thecookmakingbreadonthemainhatch;reefingdownbeforeaviolentsquall,withthemenhangingoutonthefoot-ropes;thesquallitself,thecatchattheheart,theopenedsluicesofthesky;andtherelief,therenewedlovelinessoflife,whenallisover,thesunforthagain,andourout-foughtenemyonlyablotupontheleewardsea。Ilovetorecall,andwouldthatIcouldreproducethatlife,theunforgettable,theunrememberable。Thememory,whichshowssowiseabackwardnessinregisteringpain,isbesidesanimperfectrecorderofextendedpleasures;
andalong-continuedwell-beingescapesasitwere,byitsmassourpettymethodsofcommemoration。Onapartofourlife’smapthereliesaroseate,undecipherablehaze,andthatisall。
Ofonething,ifIamatalltotrustmyownannals,Iwasdelightedlyconscious。Dayafterday,inthesun-gildedcabin,thewhiskey-dealer’sthermometerstoodat84。Dayafterday,theairhadthesameindescribablelivelinessandsweetness,softandnimble,andcoolasthecheekofhealth。Dayafterdaythesunflamed;nightafternightthemoonbeaconed,orthestarsparadedtheirlustrousregiment。Iwasawareofaspiritualchange,or,perhaps,ratheramolecularreconstitution。
Mybonesweresweetertome。Ihadcomehometomyownclimate,andlookedbackwithpityonthosedampandwintryzones,miscalledthetemperate。