“Itmaylooklikeboasting-butwhatItellyouistruth-I
begantoreflecthowmagnificentathingitwastodieinsuchamanner,andhowfoolishitwasinmetothinkofsopaltryaconsiderationasmyownindividuallife,inviewofsowonderfulamanifestationofGod’spower。IdobelievethatIblushedwithshamewhenthisideacrossedmymind。AfteralittlewhileIbecamepossessedwiththekeenestcuriosityaboutthewhirlitself。I
positivelyfelta_wish_toexploreitsdepths,evenatthesacrificeIwasgoingtomake;andmyprincipalgriefwasthatIshouldneverbeabletotellmyoldcompanionsonshoreaboutthemysteriesI
shouldsee。These,nodoubt,weresingularfanciestooccupyaman’smindinsuchextremity-andIhaveoftenthoughtsince,thattherevolutionsoftheboataroundthepoolmighthaverenderedmealittlelight-headed。
“Therewasanothercircumstancewhichtendedtorestoremyself-possession;andthiswasthecessationofthewind,whichcouldnotreachusinourpresentsituation-for,asyousawyourself,thebeltofsurfisconsiderablylowerthanthegeneralbedoftheocean,andthislatternowtoweredaboveus,ahigh,black,mountainousridge。Ifyouhaveneverbeenatseainaheavygale,youcanformnoideaoftheconfusionofmindoccasionedbythewindandspraytogether。Theyblind,deafen,andstrangleyou,andtakeawayallpowerofactionorreflection。Butwewerenow,inagreatmeasure,ridoftheseannoyances-justusdeath-condemnedfelonsinprisonareallowedpettyindulgences,forbiddenthemwhiletheirdoomisyetuncertain。