ButwhetherhemeditatedtheMusesorthephilosophers,thelonelinessofHintocklifewasbeginningtotelluponhisimpressionablenature。Winterinasolitaryhouseinthecountry,withoutsociety,istolerable,nay,evenenjoyableanddelightful,givencertainconditions,butthesearenottheconditionswhichattachtothelifeofaprofessionalmanwhodropsdownintosuchaplacebymereaccident。TheywerepresenttothelivesofWinterborne,Melbury,andGrace;butnottothedoctor’s。Theyareoldassociation——analmostexhaustivebiographicalorhistoricalacquaintancewitheveryobject,animateandinanimate,withintheobserver’shorizon。Hemustknowallaboutthoseinvisibleonesofthedaysgoneby,whosefeethavetraversedthefieldswhichlooksograyfromhiswindows;recallwhosecreakingploughhasturnedthosesodsfromtimetotime;whosehandsplantedthetreesthatformacresttotheoppositehill;whosehorsesandhoundshavetornthroughthatunderwood;whatbirdsaffectthatparticularbrake;whatdomesticdramasoflove,jealousy,revenge,ordisappointmenthavebeenenactedinthecottages,themansion,thestreet,oronthegreen。Thespotmayhavebeauty,grandeur,salubrity,convenience;butifitlackmemoriesitwillultimatelypalluponhimwhosettlestherewithoutopportunityofintercoursewithhiskind。
Insuchcircumstances,maybe,anoldmandreamsofanidealfriend,tillhethrowshimselfintothearmsofanyimpostorwhochoosestowearthattitleonhisface。Ayoungmanmaydreamofanidealfriendlikewise,butsomehumorofthebloodwillprobablyleadhimtothinkratherofanidealmistress,andatlengththerustleofawoman’sdress,thesoundofhervoice,orthetransitofherformacrossthefieldofhisvision,willenkindlehissoulwithaflamethatblindshiseyes。
ThediscoveryoftheattractiveGrace’snameandfamilywouldhavebeenenoughinothercircumstancestoleadthedoctor,ifnottoputherpersonalityoutofhishead,tochangethecharacterofhisinterestinher。Insteadoftreasuringherimageasararity,hewouldatmosthaveplayedwithitasatoy。Hewasthatkindofaman。Butsituatedherehecouldnotgosofarasamativecruelty。Hedismissedallreverentialthoughtabouther,buthecouldnothelptakingherseriously。
Hewentontoimaginetheimpossible。Sofar,indeed,didhegointhisfutiledirectionthat,asothersarewonttodo,heconstructeddialoguesandscenesinwhichGracehadturnedouttobethemistressofHintockManor-house,themysteriousMrs。
Charmond,particularlyreadyandwillingtobewooedbyhimselfandnobodyelse。“Well,sheisn’tthat。”hesaid,finally。“Butshe’saverysweet,nice,exceptionalgirl。”