Sohefellawayfromalloldfriendsexceptmyselfandthreeorfouroldintimatesofmyown,whowereassuretotaketohimashetothem,andwholikemyselfenjoyedgettingholdofayoungfreshmind。Ernestattendedtothekeepingofmyaccountbookswhenevertherewasanythingwhichcouldpossiblybeattendedto,whichthereseldomwas,andspentthegreaterpartoftherestofhistimeinaddingtothemanynotesandtentativeessayswhichhadalreadyaccumulatedinhisportfolios。Anyonewhowasusedtowritingcouldseeataglancethatliteraturewashisnaturaldevelopment,andI
waspleasedatseeinghimsettledowntoitsospontaneously。Iwaslesspleased,however,toobservethathewouldstilloccupyhimselfwithnonebutthemostserious,Ihadalmostsaidsolemn,subjects,justashenevercaredaboutanybutthemostseriouskindofmusic。
IsaidtohimonedaythattheveryslenderrewardwhichGodhadattachedtothepursuitofseriousinquirywasasufficientproofthatHedisapprovedofit,oratanyratethatHedidnotsetmuchstorebyitnorwishtoencourageit。
Hesaid:“Oh,don’ttalkaboutrewards。LookatMilton,whoonlygot5poundsfor’ParadiseLost。’“
“Andagreatdealtoomuch。”Irejoinedpromptly。“Iwouldhavegivenhimtwiceasmuchmyselfnottohavewrittenitatall。”