Therewasagraymistacrossthesun,sothattheeyecouldbearitslight,andErnest,whilemusingasabove,waslookingrightintothemiddleofthesunhimself,asintothefaceofonewhomheknewandwasfondof。Atfirsthisfacewasgrave,butkindly,asofatiredmanwhofeelsthatalongtaskisover;butinafewsecondsthemorehumoroussideofhismisfortunespresenteditselftohim,andhesmiledhalfreproachfully,halfmerrily,asthinkinghowlittleallthathadhappenedtohimreallymattered,andhowsmallwerehishardshipsascomparedwiththoseofmostpeople。Stilllookingintotheeyeofthesunandsmilingdreamily,hethoughthowhehadhelpedtoburnhisfatherineffigy,andhislookgrewmerrier,tillatlasthebrokeoutintoalaugh。Exactlyatthismomentthelightveilofcloudpartedfromthesun,andhewasbroughttoterrafirmabythebreakingforthofthesunshine。Onthishebecameawarethathewasbeingwatchedattentivelybyafellow-travelleroppositetohim,anelderlygentlemanwithalargeheadandiron-greyhair。
“Myyoungfriend。”saidhe,good-naturedly,“youreallymustnotcarryonconversationswithpeopleinthesun,whileyouareinapublicrailwaycarriage。”
Theoldgentlemansaidnotanotherword,butunfoldedhisTimesandbegantoreadit。AsforErnest,heblushedcrimson。Thepairdidnotspeakduringtherestofthetimetheywereinthecarriage,buttheyeyedeachotherfromtimetotime,sothatthefaceofeachwasimpressedontherecollectionoftheother。
Somepeoplesaythattheirschooldayswerethehappiestoftheirlives。Theymayberight,butIalwayslookwithsuspicionuponthosewhomIhearsayingthis。Itishardenoughtoknowwhetheroneishappyorunhappynow,andstillhardertocomparetherelativehappinessorunhappinessofdifferenttimesofone’slife;
theutmostthatcanbesaidisthatwearefairlyhappysolongaswearenotdistinctlyawareofbeingmiserable。AsIwastalkingwithErnestonedaynotsolongsinceaboutthis,hesaidhewassohappynowthathewassurehehadneverbeenhappier,anddidnotwishtobeso,butthatCambridgewasthefirstplacewherehehadeverbeenconsciouslyandcontinuouslyhappy。