thereforelethimgivetheewhatheisminded。”
Ellendidwhatshewastold,andthetwopartedwithmanytears,thegirl’slastwordsbeingthatsheshouldneverforgethim,andthattheyshouldmeetagainhereafter,shewassuretheyshould,andthenshewouldrepayhim。
ThenErnestgotintoafieldbytheroadside,flunghimselfonthegrass,andwaitedundertheshadowofahedgetillthecarriageshouldpassonitsreturnfromthestationandpickhimup,forhewasdeadbeat。Thoughtswhichhadalreadyoccurredtohimwithsomeforcenowcamemorestronglybeforehim,andhesawthathehadgothimselfintoonemess——orratherintohalf-a-dozenmesses——themore。
Inthefirstplaceheshouldbelatefordinner,andthiswasoneoftheoffencesonwhichTheobaldhadnomercy。Alsoheshouldhavetosaywherehehadbeen,andtherewasadangerofbeingfoundoutifhedidnotspeakthetruth。Notonlythis,butsoonerorlateritmustcomeoutthathewasnolongerpossessedofthebeautifulwatchwhichhisdearaunthadgivenhim——andwhat,pray,hadhedonewithit,orhowhadhelostit?Thereaderwillknowverywellwhatheoughttohavedone。Heshouldhavegonestraighthome,andifquestionedshouldhavesaid,“IhavebeenrunningafterthecarriagetocatchourhousemaidEllen,whomIamveryfondof;Ihavegivenhermywatch,myknifeandallmypocketmoney,sothatIhavenownopocketmoneyatallandshallprobablyaskyouforsomemoresoonerthanIotherwisemighthavedone,andyouwillalsohavetobuymeanewwatchandaknife。”Butthenfancytheconsternationwhichsuchanannouncementwouldhaveoccasioned!FancythescowlandflashingeyesoftheinfuriatedTheobald!“Youunprincipledyoungscoundrel。”hewouldexclaim,“doyoumeantovilifyyourownparentsbyimplyingthattheyhavedealtharshlybyonewhoseprofligacyhasdisgracedtheirhouse?”
Orhemighttakeitwithoneofthosesalliesofsarcasticcalm,ofwhichhebelievedhimselftobeamaster。